erniee

2010-01-30T14:56:00.003+08:00

greeting folks,
it has been another long time since i posted anything on this site, but i doubt anybody still follows since this blog is drying up for some time now.

happy new year by the way, January 2010 went by in a flash and i was still writing '09 in the dates at some point. anyway i found some time to have dinner with Marcus yesterday at Ippudo SG. Ippudo SG newly opened at the also newly opened Mandarin Gallery. Japan's ramen king comes to singapore, of course i have to try it. :D slurps. the queue was long but the wait was worth it, so straight to the point;

we had those yummy pork buns, really tiny but delicious.

i had the white bowl, shiromaru ramen. ($15)

and Marcus had the red bowl, akamaru ramen. ($15)

overall, the ramen was good. (Y) i thought the akamaru ramen was better but its really up to personal preference. the restaurant is a little cramped and with the long waiting queue, you may have to share tables with strangers but i'm sure nobody would mind as long there's good food and a hungry stomach.

k bye.

2009-12-12T17:33:00.005+08:00

it has been a long while since i updated aye. 3 months of new beginnings and experience, of moving on and getting back what i've lost and love. all i could think of right now is, POP LOH! and i'm going to make the best of the 2 weeks of block leave i have before the same shit starts all over again at my next posting.

there were many things that i thought was impossible for me to do and go through but in the end like every other singaporean male, i went through BMT and turned out fine. the endless punishments, strenuous trainings, dreadful route marches and of course the unforgetable field camp with the ultimate shellscrape experience that leads to hell.

of course mom and dad was there at my graduation parade. my awesome tann against their normal chinese colour looking skin, urgh. by the way, i got sunburnt that day and my skin's like peeling right now.

i teared a little when my mom gave me a hug although i tried holding back, i still let out a small tear. hahahaha. :O it felt like, everything was worth it for a moment but the 2 years nsf still suck much okay.

POP LOH! oh yes, one of those jockey caps belongs to me. i threw my jockey cap and it never came back. ohwell! grow hair grow grow grow faster.

2009-08-11T01:22:00.001+08:00

2009-08-07T18:10:00.001+08:00

2009-07-21T17:30:00.005+08:00

remember the thing we wanted?

it doesn't matter anymore because what we want now is to be away from each other. will it be the same tomorrow? will it be the same a year from now? do you still want to be away from me? when you start to look back and miss me and realise the things you could have done differently, would you start to regret? loving wouldn't be the same anymore because its hard to forget what we once shared.

the longer we are apart the more distance we are placing between each other. maybe time isn't really much of a solution afterall? procrastinate further and it will be a done deal.

but maybe its already too late.

2009-06-30T01:06:00.002+08:00

repenting made easy!

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it's almost like instant prayers. please try it! :D

2009-06-19T00:35:00.011+08:00

you all must be wondering wtf, heh. i mean, after so long and just a video update? seriously is that all? yes! i just answered my own question. :) i have been wanting to blog but i just can't seem to sit down and focus my attention on updating but i just had to put this song here. oh bummer

surely one can never forget his or her first love.
remember the first time you felt something tingling inside your heart, that feeling that you can't describe. it is almost like an itch that you can't seem to get rid of.
remember the first time you want to feel close to that special someone and how easy you blushed, how embarassed you felt when both of you shared a silly moment. you would never give that up in exchange for anything because it is these moments that brought you both closer together.

remember how innocent and simple love used to be.
but as time passes you got hurt and as you became numb loving was never that easy anymore. it gets worse, complications, lies and deceptions.
so do you remember your first love?
i'm sure we all do but by now, we have all learned to let go and move on quite easily.

it's almost like a turn of tables.
how dsyfunctional we all can be, heh.
GROW UP (blame it on that).

2009-05-25T22:55:00.006+08:00

i am unhappy.
i don't know why i am but there is just this clear sense of unhappiness lingering inside of me.

is it really so hard to be happy?
the adults kept telling me, you're turning 20 soon and you must be mature in your thinking and actions. i will do so, i most certainly will but at the sake of my own happiness i rather not.

then i'm labelled as being childish or immature.
suddenly you remember what daddy and mommy used to say, as long as you're happy son.
what a bullshit world really.

you 'adults' with your maturity and big ass ego can KISS MY ASS. because really, truthfully, technically, in reality... happiness is unreachable, intangible.
this happiness you speak of is so far-fetched and short-lived.

2009-05-17T20:51:00.003+08:00

i just feel like there was a need to update my blog, so here i am. geesh.
since i'm bumming my life away till i enlist, i would seriously consider auditioning for singapore idol. hahahaha!

anyway i will just upload photos. (:
i kind of miss my dyed hair, it's so not black and plus the length was quite long so i didn't have to wax it everyday like i do now because i have short black hair.

and the recent photos from the JD party. (not so recent actually)

and the whole group! :D

well, till then again. (:

2009-04-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

its amazing how almost nobody blog nowadays. which is kind of a good thing! i mean come to think of it people who earn their living just by blogging can finally get their lazy asses out there and earn themselves a good honest living. agreed? whatever.

super amazing right?
yeap, just like how i already passed my driving. cool shit and amazing at the same time. anyway, major events in my life coming up soon.
my birthday and graduation happened to fall on the same day, oh great peanuts.
enlisting into SAF on 10 of september, oh great great.

yippie! -.-

2009-04-20T23:43:00.003+08:00

a song that best describe right now, yeah now.

Happy Ending - Mika

this is the way you left me,
i'm not pretending.
no hope, no love, no glory,
no Happy Ending.
this is the way that we love,
like it's forever.
to live the rest of our life,
but not together.

2009-04-12T21:48:00.005+08:00

hello april, finally.

i've gotten back from bintan and i am currently nursing my sunburns covering my whole body. eeeeeyouch. right now, it less of the pain but alot of peeling skin. its getting flaky and messy and i hate this. while in the meantime, i'm compiling the photos from the trip and will be doing an update soon enough. :)

an almost meaningful quote i chanced upon.
love isn't a decision. it's a feeling and if we could decide who we loved, it would be much simpler, but much less magical.

2009-03-28T16:21:00.004+08:00

greeting humans,
it has been awhile since i last updated here yet again. anyone noticed that there is a dying demands on blog and regular updates because everyone is moving over to twitter or whichever platform that spells I-N. anyway, my final results are in and all i want to say is i could have done better if not for some minor screw ups that turned out major but who wouldn't wish to have done better? approximately, no one.

another upcoming getaway awaits me in just a few days, i should be gone for about a week. heh. right now, i just want to be anywhere else except singapore.

so anyway, some pictures taken at the jurong bird park the week after i came back from hongkong. the birds are very noisy, smelly and they keep flying over my head brushing against my hair. EEKS! bird flu. sneeze into your face, k you're welcome. :) but i like birds, very much. ;)

did i mention? Marcus is terrified of birds, small cute colourful birds. muahahhahaha! and he poke my eye "accidentally" while he was demonstrating how the birds were flying so fast everywhere in the aviary. painful much thanks.
你给我记住 (you give me remember).

lastly, check back again on april for updates.
goodbye!

2009-03-12T17:44:00.005+08:00

i'm back peeps.

hongkong was great as it is!
i don't think i would blog about it, its more of a getaway trip for me, so i shall keep this to myself. :) but anyway, posting a few pictures here would be better? keep this blog alive and interesting, heh. :)

i think ever since i came back home, my complexion has been getting bad. i need facial or whatever face therapy fast! the air in hongkong is dirty, eeks! and besides their shopping isn't that great at all, other than having some brands and outlets more than singapore. comparing prices and range i think singapore still rule.

you're the first person i think of every morning,
and the last person i think of at every end of each day.
in fact, you're the only one i ever think of and care.
but there's always a but when it comes to you.
its always, i love you but... comes something else.
does it kill you? just so that i could hear, i love you.
and nothing else matter anymore.

2009-03-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

i'm off to hongkong for sometime.
i will update after i get back!

miss me. :)

2009-02-20T00:22:00.001+08:00

ernest is blonde, told all of ya'll!

see what see? not happy ah!

2009-02-16T19:46:00.004+08:00

my days as an intern has finally came to a closure.
surely now, i'm going to plan a trip overseas and have fun in the meantime before i enlist into national service. oh, bummer. :/ but nvm! enjoy first. :D

the weekend was great, not because of valentines day anyway. i don't believe or practise valentines, why only celebrate love for a day when being in love everyday is so much more of a joyous celebration.

oh, anyway on the weekend! i went to the zoo with Marcus. it felt like my first time there although i've been there before, the last time was probably say 8years ago? after spending the whole of saturday at the zoo, all i could say is "i miss the old zoo!" they added many new attractions and renovated many areas for the visitors comfort but the animals' enclosure still remained the same or they maybe even became smaller. :( poor animals.

there are many pictures! and i purposely put aside time to do the editting. be appreciative and tag! make me feel good about myself puhhhleaseeeeeeee.

down below you have the champion and runner up for ugliest animals in the singapore zoo. wahahaha! the "babirusa" gave marcus a fright, so funnnnnnnny.

my favourite attraction was probably the "Fragile Forest". butterflies flying around freely everywhere and animals moving about freely, we were literally in their enclosure and living space. heh, how cool!

daddy, i want a pony.

"Kids World" was awful! the focus is no longer on the animals but on the big huge enormous water playground they constructed and worst of all; they removed the steam train! :( major sadness. in the second collage you could see an old lady sitting on the sofa, when i first saw that i was thinking. omg? which auntie still wear their pajamas out? like this is 2009 already. but it was a wax figure, i seriously got freaked out as i got closer; you could feel there wasn't any life at all. so they built a wax musuem, what for? gawd knows.

i think for the rest of the day, we were just camwhoring and spent our money on the hotdog which cost $5.50 each. what a rip off, on the other hand we got in the zoo free with the member card so i guess it was okay? heh.

looks fun? perhaps you should visit the zoo too! :) tiring fun, i remembered we kept walking in circles, the map was very hard to navigate or maybe it was just us; we're very bad with directions. alright! i'm going down to check whether my January and February paycheck is in.

k bye.

2009-02-13T01:02:00.003+08:00

totally excited about tomorrow, my very last day of internship. :)
say goodbye to cheap labour! seriously, i'm living in the moment already; like its already happening. :D

so anyway, if you are going somewhere and let's say you decide to take the train but didn't know which line to take because there're so many other alternative lines. well i would very much like to tell you, to keep on thinking; in fact please think harder in the future. :)

PLEASE CLICK ON THE PHOTO TO SEE IT IN FULL VIEW.
this is what LTA project our train system to be like in the future(not so near future).

oh! and on a lighter note. american next top model is premiering for the 12 cycle on the 25 of February this year. so for those antm addicts, just a little while longer! :D

2009-02-08T14:28:00.008+08:00

firstly, happy birthday Afizzul! or known to us as fifi! :) happy 21st!

with totally no relation to what has been mentioned above; i don't understand why there are so many insignificant people in my life who're so fixated in making my life so miserable by being difficult with me.

here's the story. CMPB medical checkup on the 18th of february 1330hours.
i'm having my driving retest on the same date but at 0900hours, so i thought okay, i still could make it in time for my medical but my driving instructor changed the time to 1345hours without my consent and on top of that he did not notify me until FUCKING yesterday.

don't put the fucking blame on me, you stupid senile old fart! go crash your fucking lousy car into a tree and burn in hell. idiotic bastard. i would so totally sue if i weren't 19 years young. and now! i've to take 2hours off work on monday to go down to FUCKING UBI? to show them proof that my medical is clashing with my TP and all thanks to that old fart. troublesome okay, fucking troublesome.

so thanks to him my saturday was almost ruined but forget it. i'm going to put that aside and deal with it on monday since their STINKING office only open from monday-friday. anyway, i watched Underworld, yeah the one that is now showing in cinemas. i didn't understand what was going on for half the time and i was hoping for it to be more exciting. :( ohwell, bummer.

i think i've to watch the other two Underworld movie to actually understand, meow.

heh, food again! Soup Restaurant, there are quite a few restaurant outlets in singapore but i've only been to two of them, AMK Hub and Paragon. my mom is the one who introduced me to Soup Restaurant believe it or not. what is nice there? Samsui Chicken, Hometown Tofu and the Ah Po Potato Leaf(which we didn't order). the dishes names are all kinda kampong sounding, muahahaha i want to die.

and its back to work again tomorrow, for the very last time. :)
last week of internship, big smiles ahead for the week!

2009-02-04T23:31:00.004+08:00

ever have one of those dreams that you want to fulfil but the right opportunity have yet to arrive? i do, today was the perfect opportunity and it couldn't have played out better.

i kicked a pigeon and i liked it.

heh! i swear, they are one of those things that could annoy the fuck out of me. it was raining lightly today when i knocked off from work and i was walking along the housing void deck when i spotted one pigeon hiding from the rain. i did not hesitate, i approached with caution and kicked it. okay, dream fulfilled; done. good job me. all was left was a floor scattered with feathers and it quickly picked itself up and flew away.

they are a very evil species.
so please, beware of pigeons.

2009-02-01T23:26:00.009+08:00

hello february! you're looking sexier than ever. zomg, the second week of the month marks the end of my internship, how wonderful. :) that has to to be one of the happiest things in my life, seriously no kidding. maybe because final year is really taxing and all the year 3s in NYP don't have their semestral holidays to kick back and relax because of either final year project or internship. bummer!

sidetrack abit, i suddenly had a flashback. on writing those ghastly compositions & essays back in my primary/secondary school. like dyou remember? those made up stories about "My Neighbour" or "My Rolemodel" yucks, i remember creating many very lame scenarios and trying to make myself sound convincing. (like it happened/experienced before) i'm never good with narrative writing, i can't concoct a story to save my life. maybe its my very bad imagination, like how i need to see the food menu with PICTURES. goddammit okay.

i love food. oh wait, that reminds me. i miss Lisa, Mahes, Kim and Wanru although the place she works at is just right next to mine (i don't see her at all). so back to the food. when i think of food, i think of my poly friends. HAHAHAHHA!

FOOOOD! alright, first up is this restaurant called "Senso Bistro". well, basically its the cheaper version of their main restaurant "Senso Ristorante" located at 21 club street. those who're feeling rich after getting alot alot alot of red packet; please! bring me and treat me to a meal there.

i forgotten what this is called, but it looks kinda obvious already uh? it was damn good btw.

Calamari Rings.

Salami & Mushroom w/ Chicken Sausage Pizza.

that's all for the first one, there're more photos in the folder but because they're more photos to come, yeah for the other restaurants.

the second place is "Blue Jaz Cafe" located at haji lane, its a nice chill out place with a very cosy deco and lots of cushioned seats. :) they serve some really nice food but that place is more for the drinks.

i am trying a new blogging style, i was thinking of putting my photoshop skills into good use. by refining the editting of my photos and creating a montage so that i can have more images in one picture! therefore upload less pictures on my photobucket which equates to less waiting time but i have to fork up extra time for the editting. geesh, what a bummer. nevermind me.

the last restaurant on my bloglist today is "Tin Hill" situated along bukit timah road. this one is quite comparable to the first restaurant in terms of price but both are good in their own ways. you have to try it to find out, heh. :)

in the picture, there is the beef stew which had some fanciful name which was too long for me to remember. there is also the beef pie with mash potato (btw this mash potato is ftw). and also the mushroom soup, Marcus claims that the mushroom soup is the finest kind; whatever it all taste the same, heh. the best dish had to be the desert, banana & apple crumble topped with a scoop of white chocolate ice cream. orgasmic, yes me.

there! i'm almost done with my entry but since i'm putting my photoshop skills to use, might as well edit somemore pictures. heh, webcam picture camwhore fun!

k bye.

2009-01-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

the initial entry was a rant post. i had too many things to say but after i've rant it all out, i decided to just save it in a notepad. sometimes things are better left unsaid because i don't want the course of my life to alter after i've said my piece but things are not always the same with a someone else.

so let me start by saying, chinese new year has been great! busy but great (you know what i mean). i was looking through photos again, those photos that we all take during chinese new year each year and then i began to make some comparison but nevermind you won't get to see how i used to look.

this was day 1.

this was day 2 @ my house. i don't know why emily didn't come, maybe because she's busy visiting too many places!

ummms, enough said i don't want to post up too many photos. and it's back to work, i probably should count down from now - fucking 11 more working days.

2009-01-25T17:09:00.001+08:00

happy lunar new year.

i will update soon. :)

2009-01-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

i actually wanted to do a proper post today but i suddenly had a thought and this update isn't going to go anywhere now. oh fuck? how about, it really disgust me to see how some people can shamlessly flirt so openly on facebook, like did it ever cross your minds that everytime a comment is posted on the wall; it kinda would like notify almost the whole world, while yeah. assholes, shit.

i mean, not like i actually care or bother but i just irritates me. fuck yeah? like to the max.
okay bye.

to all those who bitches behind people (your friends) backs, go fuck yourself.
now really, okay bye.

and remember to catch American Idol Season 8! :)

2009-01-08T20:44:00.008+08:00

feeling a little Mariah Carey this week, stucked on this particular song; Through The Rain. not too sure of the reasons why, maybe because i'm feeling a little blue this week and maybe because there are too many things on my mind which i feel like i can't put through. i'm weak and my source of strength seems very distanced, is the love i feel and have so bleak now? or am i just being blinded by the circumstances and issues surrounding us too much.

whatever it is, i hope i will pull through soon. i want to but i can't do it without your help. put aside your constant complains you have of me because i might drown very soon even before i get the chance to correct them.

and here it is, this very song.

2009-01-02T22:31:00.010+08:00

today is the second day of the new year. today is a strange day because it felt like it was a monday but it was a friday in fact. bummer! but ohwell! the weekend is here, which is not bad at all. :) i hope everyone had fun counting down to 2009, i know i did! so here's wishing everyone a happy new year again, best wishes and resolutions to come. especially to my friends, who stuck with me throughout 2008 and some since 2007 and a few since long long ago. your friendship means the world to me, you guys know who you are. (those who got christmas cards from me and some of them are still with me because i haven't got the chance to pass them out.)

so anyway, thomson has always been a great hangout for me since i was very young. i frequent there more often than town and ate at almost every eatery/restaurant/cafe there. heh! i don't eat alot, thanks. i "favourite" one place which sells vietnamese cuisine but it didn't manage to hold out for very long before it got replaced by this new eatery called Ice cube.

today is my first time there since it opened like a few weeks ago. i've to say, not a bad place. i love the menu, filled with lots of pictures and descriptive words. i am very bad at visualizing and imaginating how my food is going to look like with just "Delicious Beef Noodles" written on the menu. k, whatever next.

so, here's the triple award winning "Alcoholic Anonymous" basically it is just rum & rasin mudpie topped with caramel syrup which tasted so absoulutely fantastic. gee.

and this is a waffle, duh! it doesn't have any fanciful name, how sad! :( a waffle with a huge scoop of cheesy strawberry ice cream drizzled with maple syrup. yummms! :D

it surely became a favourite of mine now and i'm going back again to try everything else on their menu, i like. ;) my first post in 2009 and its about food.

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy new year!
2008 you've been a great year. :D

2008-12-20T16:12:00.004+08:00

we all have choices,
but sometimes our actions don't necessary translate into the words we said.

we all have choices, and we have got to make them.
good choice or bad choice, stand firm on the choices you've made because i don't want to be left hanging there; having to deal with your frailty by myself and don't expect me to appear happy at the end of the day when you've finally decided on your choice.

because if you don't make the choice now, the choice makes you.
and all these time we've wasted, you're all that i am thinking about.

2008-12-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

a beautiful mess, here we are again.

fourth week of internship begins this week. in a blink, a month has already went by; what have i learnt? probably a whole lot on tolerance and patience.

love you love you long long time. :)

2008-12-03T23:43:00.011+08:00

hello december!!
feel the joy and love start to warm up as the festives and holiday season arrives. :D family and friends come together to share, celebrate and exchange this year season greetings.

oh gosh, and i haven't got any free time to do a proper update on here for quite awhile already. what is happening in my life right now after FYP, is internship! and it is shit! totally zero relevance to the course that i'm studying. my job scope; i am a full-fledged office boy.

my workplace is quite out of nowhere, the nearest place to eat is either Mustafa or Lavender Food Square. how odd right? and here's a picture of where i am having my internship, for 3 months i shall emphasize. :(

anyway, here are some pictures taken last weekend.
had, i think it was lunch luh. yeap, had lunch at MOF. Ministry of Food. heh!

last but not least! i will never fail to have something to say about indians. some really dark mysterious love. ;)

2008-11-28T22:57:00.003+08:00

some people want diamond rings.
some people need three dozen roses.
but all i need is, you.

i want you but without all these senseless fights on who is right or wrong; what is there to prove really? i need you to put down your ego or whatever that is in the way and let me into your heart again. you seem different now, and i feel torn.

so what do you want? is it me you want or is it winning that is more important?

2008-11-24T23:15:00.011+08:00

let me start this entry by saying, i lost my phone. yes, again. this is like my fifth time losing a phone, and for some strange reason i do not feel depressed at all. heh. my dad got me a new phone to replace my lost phone the next day, how niceeeeee. :D so update me with your numbers! pleaseee do.

i want to blog about last friday but i haven't got the photos from Kim yet. you know, some visual tools to ummms, yeah visualise.. uh huh. so anyway, it was the last day of FYP! fuck yeah but the more exciting part was, it was also Kim's birthday. we went to some uber cool place for dinner that Mahes recommended, Blue Jazz @ Haji Lane. nice ambience, just a little bit too dark. heh.

after dinner, we went to Wala Wala @ Holland Village. grrrrr, all i knew was Mahes was drinking alot of beer and maybe i did too. :) but i was fine, she was like high, the happy kind of 'high'. lol! hanged out and stuffs. and i would probably upload the photos once i get it. ;)

saturday was slack day, i was feeling lazy and i didn't get to sleep much. :( i think i was too tired, hence i was less aware, thus i lost my phone. i won't tell you how i lost it, it was super silly. i only realised that my phone was missing after dinner! which was like 9pm already? so anyway, i had dinner @ Curry Favor; some place near raffles city. it is a small restaurant which might explain the small servings but taste wise, still not too bad. a little bit pricy though. not a restaurant you should frequently dine at.

Marcus had the beef tenderloin curry stew. yumms!

and i had the, soft shell crab curry. :D drools*

i think before that i was bumming at starbucks, i am always at starbucks! malls are packed with crowds on saturdays, and shopping is not enjoyable anymore.

my caramel macchiatto.

i was dressed in black from top to bottom. kinda rare for me to actually wear so much black out. heh. i am not a gothic boy. and also, chritmas decorations are already up! this years decorations are nicer than last years, maybe it is the economic crisis that's why they want to make nicer in order to lift the mood and spirit.

that was saturday, and now sunday. since monday is the start of internship, we thought it would be better if we went out to check out our workplace beforehand. we were at raffles place then boon keng and finally farrer park. ernest is working in farrer park!! super fated with indians. since it was sunday, and we are at little india; i thought might as well just explore the area.

we went for thosai first, vegetarian somemore but it is real tasty!

then we went, to a beauty parlour to do face threading. $5 only! everybody had it done except for Mahes. it was so painful! especially when they were threading the under side of your brows. OUCH LUH! i look like a girl now. oops! :)

then after that we went to walk around and eat again at the Banana Leaf. :D

so head down to little india! on a sunday! i shall dedicate this post to Lisa because she didn't join us! heh. :D the indian food is super yummy there okay. family dinner at gramps place later in the evening, and my uncle adopted his neighbour's dog. it's a don't know what breed la but i know it is a terrier.

and today was my first day as an intern, i am working as an admin staff at CSC tessensohn road. everybody is kinda sian, feel so alone there. :( i am going to bed now or else i might be late tomorrow. ah fuck, got this cockroach fly into my room. DIE COCKROACH DIE! wait, let me go take a snapshot of it.

here!

i killed it with the mosquito killer. ohwell whatever, it still works. night people! :D

2008-11-21T10:58:00.003+08:00

SURPRISE KIMMM!! AND HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! :D

2008-11-19T00:12:00.008+08:00

FINAL YEAR PROJECT PRESENTATION IS FINALLY OVER! HOOORAY!
i feel like as if i'm floating on air right now, i have never felt this relieved before, even after going to the toilet for big business. so anyway, i am here to do a short update as there will still be school until this friday. fyp schedule is still as per normal, so i guess i will be doing almost close to nothing for the coming few days.

oh! and the sad news is, i don't get any break or whatsoever because i am going to start my attachment on monday next week. there will be a briefing tomorrow in school particularly on this matter and i guess i will find out where i would be posted to. and i hope and hope with all my might that i would get attached to a good company! fingers crossed* :)

many may heard of this song already, in fact if you haven't heard/heard of this song then you are out of this world man. Britney Spears - Womanizer. i found a cover sung by david choi, heh. my favourite version of Over the Rainbow is sung by him as well. super sweets. :D

as much i love britney's version, i find his version super nice and i might like his version a little more. :X

lastly, some photos that i left out the previous entry. i forgotten that i wanted to post them, as i was getting very sleepy already then; plus i was quite pressed for time too. i like emo photos alot!

2008-11-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

i know right? the dorothy perkins manequin is looking so divalicious.
went on a shopping outing with the girls on saturday. i didn't know shopping was so difficult until i went out with them. we went to chinatown somemore, it was uber crowded!! flooded with uncles and more aunties than uncles. zomg, it was almost like a fish market but without the fish smell.

we walked by this stall selling cockroach traps and they used real living cockroaches for demonstration. it was super repulsive and i was soooooooo disgusted, the sticky paper was like filled with roaches still struggling, ew ew ew. soooooooo unhygienic!

then we saw a black labrador puppy that belongs to someone and they were actually considering on taking it back. heh, so funny.

the day ended fast, we didn't even have enough time to go little india for face threading. sigh, i want. heh!

on another note, i think i am eating too much recently. damn it luh, how ah? i can't stop eating alot. i need to start working out daily soon! after this week! last week of fyp. wish me luck for my final presentation on tuesday and my upcoming internship. :)

2008-11-12T22:45:00.008+08:00

gosh! it is already mid-week, wrapping up on the projects now and starting on final reports. blah blah blah. final presentation is on next tuesday at 0930hours, big day. woots! it is all coming to an end, finally.

and soon everyone will miss the old times.
like those super long lunch breaks we take and getting high after lunch. hmmm, let me show you an example. hehe. :)

we either saw a really huge spider or we are just staring into space and walao my mouth opened so big. WHO TOOK THIS PHOTO!!!?

okay, its a fucking huge spider and i just might have gotten freaked out a little bit, just a teeny weeny little bit. yeap. :)

after the spider incident, i never really recovered so i started being a little nonsensical. the instant when the boy walked by me, i knew somehow the way he wore his pant would trigger my nonsense. UNLEASH THY NONSENSE!

i said: "HOLD MY WALLET AND HANDPHONE!"

mmmmmmmhhmmm, i don't even know these photos were taken la! there're alot more of where these came from, and some are super unglam can. plus the fact, i don't really do up my hair when i go to school. ohwell! it is late already, bedtime for me now. goodnight! :D

2008-11-09T21:21:00.003+08:00

my habit of blogging on sunday never stops! i like updating on sundays because i'm at home and i've nothing else to do, which gives me a good enough reason to blog and also i noticed i haven't updated recently. so yeah. :D

i had to go for a conference on friday from 12pm-6pm at suntec. first school excursion aye, we were going for MSRA Microsoft Research Asia 10th anniversary conference in the name of NYP. we meaning, Lisa, Wanru, Mahes and myself. we thought it would be like big and had like lots of food but no, left disappointed with a pathetic goodie bad. it was more like a baddie bag. :( so we stayed for the first 30minutes and left. i got influenced by those naughty girls, tsk. :) send me the pictures taken on that day!

anyway, ever walked by the steamboat place at suntec convention centre? yes the damn good smelling one. yeap, i finally tried it! and it was okay, good but not great.

its called joaquim, a thai buffet steamboat; very enTHAIcing. wahahaha. $25.80 nett for a person. over 40 different steamboat ingredients along with many thai-style cooked food, appetizers and deserts. all in all, very filling and i haven't had a buffet for the longest time already.

i'm just going to post pictures now because i lost the mood to blog. tomorrow is going to be a super blue monday. week 11!

2008-11-02T18:24:00.005+08:00

Singapore's botanic garden is one hella of a humid place. there is nothing GARDENISH about it at all other than the fact there was alot of ornaments, i feel like i was in a jungle. there was no wind at all, for a second i thought i was going to feel a breeze but no; not even a fart. but there is a solution to this problem! bring a fan next time. :D

anyway, we got there pretty late and it was getting dark. so there wasn't alot of time to explore the park and take peektures. :(( but marcus took one before the sun completely set.

nice aye? the colours of the sky is fake, i added it in of course. hahaha! sunday is a boring day, i sit around doing nothing more of lying than sitting. i'm such a bummer on sundays. alright, going over to my grandparent's place for dinner soon and dreading for the new week to begin. WEEK 10! still hanging in there.

2008-10-30T21:45:00.006+08:00

let's face it, someone has got to be a loser in a game. and it so happens that lady luck weren't smiling at you this time but so what? i say, heck it! because you know that your conscience is clear and you would not use any despicable methods to win. yet the true loser and also the biggest loser claims the big prize for winning this time. BUT rest assured, luck will eventually run out and besides he can't win all the time; also they say that karma is real.

so cheer up buddy! chin up and lift your head up high because the next time there's another game for play you're going to win it, if not we're going to win it together! :)

tira missssssssss u. sweet!

2008-10-27T18:52:00.004+08:00

Paris Hilton's new reality tv series.
My New BFF is now showing on MTV.COM, heh. for those who adore bimbos and their dumb traits you will probably love the show, alot. i am only at episode 2 and i already feel like thrashing the show off my playlist. gee* dumb girls, really dumb.

in episode 2, Paris's BFFs challenge was to put their party stamina to the test because to be Paris's BFF you will have to party hard and long. super dumb!! they went from one club to another then finally ended up on a yatch and partied till morning and then went for a country club event straight after. lawl!

kinda reminds me of how i used to party with my friends. :D i had my fair share of party, and this weekend was one helluva fun. don't know whether am i aging but i twisted my arm while dancing! how stupid right?!! some cheebs fucking banged into my arm when i was waving it around. bastard. okay, ohwell nevermind. it was still fun! :D

love the laser beams, tiu tiu tiu! shoot shooooot shooooot.
so it is back to school tomorrow, oh man and the whining begins again.

2008-10-26T12:37:00.017+08:00

good morning sunday!
and tomorrow is deepavali! which mean it is going to be a public holiday, oh yay. zero monday blues for this week. :D so how was everybody weekend going so far? not too good aye? no worries because you still got this fabulous sunday and monday tomorrow to have fun.

this coming monday is week 9 of 12 weeks for FYP. which also mean that we only have a couple more weeks to work with, time for everything to come together. then when all of these is over, we will start to miss the long lunch breaks and major gossip sharing sessions. ;) i have a feeling that this entry is going to be quite long, so bear with me! i will try not to make this boring, i promise.

on friday.
we went on a lunch outing during our break, to botak jones! we meaning, Lisa, Kim, Mahes, Vicky, Wanru, Wanru's friend and myself. it was only a 5 minutes walk there but still, they complained like they were running a marathon. ohwell.

so we ordered our food fast, because everyone was starving; and we took some pictures while waiting. heh, go there a little bit earlier just to avoid the lunch crowd and long queues.

our food came in 20 minutes and it was all worth it, the total bill came up to 51 dollars for a generous serving of food. actually, i don't really like to blog about food. it makes me sound like a glutton, no i don't really eat alot thank you. :)

i had the grilled black pepper chicken! yumms. :) ooooooooooh, and look at Kim!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, her mouth is so bigHUGEgianormouslyCOLOSSALenormousLARGE. okay, see you.

and on saturday.
guess what, my house had a blackout and i was home alone. bloody hell. anyway, i had a haircut! took another few more inches off my current length, now i can forget about having long hair for a very long time.

lucky for me Marcus was there to accompany me on saturday. and he has a very bigHUGEgianormouslyCOLOSSALenormousLARGE head, heh. compared to the rest of his body. metaphorically, it is like a watermelon on a toothpick. :D yeah, you know how they always do a slight exaggeration in everything.

and the outcome of my haircut. nothing special la, i didn't go blonde, no need to worry. but one day, right after my internship, i will go blonde.

for those of you, who would spend like hundreds of dollars on eye care products hoping to relieve that dark eye ring or eye bag of yours, THINK AGAIN! i was wondering how i would look like without my eye bags, and goodness i wouldn't want to be friends with myself if i had no eye bags. hahahaha! check it out.

with and without.

zomggg, i know right? ah, enough said. i'm just trying to build up some self-esteem for myself and for those who have very very very bad problems relating to eye bags and dark eye rings.

alright, i think i should continue the rest tomorrow. ;)
lastly there is this new singer, Shontelle with her new single T-Shirt. its rather, nice. heh, and the second one is the song Jorge wanted.

2008-10-21T23:20:00.007+08:00

allergy reactions from taking some antibiotics i got it 2 days ago from the polyclinic. zomg, this has never happened to me before. this is my second time back to the polyclinic and i am still not fond of it, just everything of it. my first time there was damn fucked up, the doctor was plain unbothered and can't wait to clear all her patients. ahhh, enough said.

there's a new channel up on the 19th October called okto! it is supposedly the new kids central with a longer airing time, heh. no longer have to share with the vasamtham channel! told you i have nothing against indians. :) so anyway! a new cartoon series is showing on the okto channel, called Avatar (The Last Air Bender). it is only new to the channel and it has been around for quite sometime already on the nickelodeon channel. i really did not think much of it until i caught an episode of it on okto just now.

so right now, i'm totally engrossed in this new cartoon series. do give it a chance if you like those nature element manipulation power and special effects. :D

and lastly do you know there was a dutch idol this year? heh. and sadly i am not going to blog about the winner because she's dutch. instead i'm going to blog about the runner up who is also dutch but she's a black dutch. yes, go spot the difference!

watch the video of the finale song, which the winner would get to release it as their own single. titled as Hello World, it is in english not dutch. :D

this girl can sing! other than the fact that she looks like a cannibal from a native tribe; she's a pretty darn good singer. she was exuding overwhelming waves of energy and throughout the song i felt like getting up and jumping around. heh, but its kinda late now.

happy mid-week to all! and goodnight.

2008-10-19T22:19:00.010+08:00

not that i have something against indians.
but indians are indians and they always will be indians, hahahaha! they can never fail at making the ordinary into something extraordinary funny.

a fisherman threw the fishes back into the sea when his wife was ill.
to understand emptiness, is what he said to his children.

some of us have a sheltered life, while some have a not so sheltered life. but generally for singaporeans we are what i like to say, fairly sheltered. of deepest meanings and life values is what we don't possess. think having a fairly sheltered life is good? what values we have are mostly taught, but the true meaning of the values are to be experienced through life lessons. among all of us, many became deluded, dysfunctional and ignorant empty vessels because of overly induging arrogance and materialism. of what they know is already everything there is to be, and that is the outcome they blissfully hang on to.

they are lost forever and they will never realise.
the pain of losing, the pain to feel emptiness.

2008-10-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

thrown into a world of grim and pessimism, forced to grow up by the selfishness you shown so much. of purest of souls and minds may become something, never in your wildest dream you can imagine. it will cease to exist one day when you come to realise what is lacking, then you will come crumbling to your very knees; the sole foundation of your tall posture. that very day, kindness and humanity is what will cease to exist.

just push my limits a little further, mom and dad;
and see what you've created.

2008-10-15T22:55:00.009+08:00

trick or treat!
with halloween approaching at the end of this month, NTUC fairprice have displayed their wide collection of budget costumes and props for the occasion. how i know about it? poly semesters started this week and it's so freaking crowded in school! so we decided to have our lunch at amk instead and after lunch we window shopped at NTUC hence the knowledge. ohwell.

some of the masks actually looked very freaky.
and we saw a monster! who bore much resemblance to Nicholas. ahhhhhhh, screams*

nope, he did not buy it in the end although it looked SO GOOD on him. heh! oh and i think my handphone camera is cranky already. the photos taken turned out rather unsaturated and dull at the same time.

i was doing thw world a favor by chopping the terrorist. hehehe! :D but she survived because she wore a metal helmet under her tudong. :X anyway, that's all i'm going to update on and i failed my drving practical which i'm hoping to retake it soon.

2008-10-12T22:53:00.005+08:00

the weekend was longer than usual this week because i took MC on friday. :D missed my driving lessons on friday but had them on saturday and sunday, omg! i'm taking my driving practical test tomorrow morning! i'm excited and nervous at the same time, its like a combination of butterflies and moths. so anyway, those who wants to start taking driving lessons make sure you don't get a mean and grumpy instructor. i am always meeting not very nice people in my life, shit, i better start accumulating good deeds or else my karma would get worse.

i wasn't sick on friday, i got MC because i need to get a doctor referral letter to the National Skin Centre. groans* life, please be more interesting. :P so i went out after my visit to the doctor, was at Dohby Ghaut area again for the millionth time in my life. Singapore really need to start getting bigger, i know its impossible anyway. boringggg.

below is the escalator to Fort Canning Park. quite cool right? imagine if the steps on the escalator were carpeted with grass, that would be some really cool shit. after that they can list it as a landmark for tourist destination, travel all the way here to see a garden escalator and by then to ride the escalator you must pay a fee. yay.

nuffnang is promoting for High School Musical 3, getting the nuffnangers to post an entry on their blog saying "Catch High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!" zomg. that's not all! also post a video of yourself or your friends dancing and singing to any tune. seriously?

i mean, have you watched superband on channel U? in which aspect does the "super" come in actually? super untalented.

I PRAY HARD THAT I WILL PASS MY DRIVING TOMORROW! i need all the luck in the world man.

take me away, into space.

2008-10-10T12:58:00.007+08:00

hello beautiful people! hahaha. Jorge brought me to Shunji Matsuo's book launch at National Museum on tuesday, and Michelle Chong was the host and she used 'hello beautiful people' as her introduction. lol. she's a 31 year old bimbo barbie doll. random, okay.

anyway! recently i've been hooked onto POKEMON again! it is the emerald version and since i am such an old fart already i had to go get the guide book in order to continue playing the game. *beams* :D i know emerald version is already kind of old but i couldn't make the diamond and pearl verion work on the NDS emulator and yes i go for freebies only.

i just caught the green dragon monster on the cover yesterday, YEAH. i think its called rayquaza, i wouldn't be wrong cause i have guide book now. i caught another legendary pokemon yesterday too, its called kyogre. i am not really sure what it is though, but it looks like a giant blue fish.

and now i'm going for the next legendary pokemon, it is a giant red lizard called groudon.

i know that, Lisa would totally kill to have this book, because she's playing emerald version too!!! heh, fyp is just too god-damn boring and playing pokemon is a good way to pass time in school.

6 more weeks of fyp to go! i can't wait to start on my industrial internship. it is just stifling now, knowing that some lecturers could be so biased to base his judgement of my project on a personal level. fucking annoying, to think that i was even much more benevolent to you when you took offence at me out of nothing. its friday today and i am not going to let it bother me anymore, so have a nice weekend everyone including those biased scums and grudges bearing people. :)

2008-10-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

its about 10pm right now, and with a bowl of honey stars in hand i am just enjoying my supper with whatever programme showing on TV now. sense of home is on channel 5 now, and its about singaporean living outside the country.

i'm going to update as the show is being broadcast, heh. anyway, i've decided to write about the show because it is already the season finale and also the first time i am watching the show but more importantly because it is so one-sided! for me i am very sure one day, i will leave singapore and settle somewhere else because i know that life is more than what singapore would make my life to become. i surely, do not wish to join into the flow of stereotypical life of a singaporean working adult. just think about it, about how much this country restrict so much of.. basically everything? this metropolis life, i think i will pass.

but anyway, sense of home aye? haven't found home at home surely. my sense of home, home is with you. although you're far away now but i'm missing you badly and miss every minute we spent together.

lastly here's one video of my all time favourite song, at least one of them.
this is Heart Of The Matter by India Arie. exotic name i know, i want to be called africa lee. :) how nice.

an upbeat feel good song, about love that is lost and the things learned about life that was once so clouded by love. this is how we grow.

2008-10-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

a very happy children day to all of the young at heart,
and also happy birthday to one.

paint your own picture perfect world because only you will know what is perfection in your perspective. beneath thy painted picture; hidden in such a smokey silhouette is all naked to the visible eyes of others.

2008-09-28T22:24:00.009+08:00

another weekend went by quickly again. for me i spent it like any other weekend oblivious to the events that are taking place in the country. F1 race, caught a slight glimpse of it and not at the spectators' stand of course but on television.

if you were to read TODAY on some day last week and so happened to chance upon the "Voices" page. you probably would have read something like this,
"I rather use the money to go on a holiday than watch some cars drive around in circles."

whereas for me, i thought the race was rather interesting. interesting at the parts where the F1 cars crashed, hehe. :D:D anyway, more on my weekend now. went to the National Museum to take photos and to look around. it is actually not that bad being in a Museum on a weekend if you ran out of places to go in Singapore (which may happen very often), except that it is so silent inside and it would be kind of weird if you even made abit of noise. but Fort Canning Park would be suitable, if being quiet is not your thing, it is just behind the National Museum.

and then comes monday...

2008-09-25T23:23:00.015+08:00

since my entries are ever so mundane and also it is not everytime i would come to a convention with myself of what is and what's not in my life. i am here now, writing something that is heartfelt. i will try to be clear without tainting the story i feel, too much.

so let me start by saying, i've been hurt alot throughout these nineteen years of my life. people usually don't take me seriously, on the facade i may appear or seem to be carefree and happpy-go-lucky along with my never ending train of nonsense but on the inside they don't see beyond the depth of the blue waters as it gets darker with every step closer into. but i've also given hurt alot, everything in life has its balance. what you reap is what you sow, same meaning.

pain is what we keep most close to the heart. unable to let go of it completely to see what's on the other side. prolonged and gotten too used to this pain my friend, it will be harder and longer for you or anyone to let go then. and here is what i really want to say tonight,

it is so silly.
but sometimes we let ourselves get in the way of what we love so dearly.

i will no longer, let my bad thoughts hinder and hamper myself no more. it deters me from what i have lost of that i had before; but it will not again for what i have now.

goodbye e, once or twice was enough because i have found me now. ambiguous i may practice with animosity.

2008-09-23T22:08:00.003+08:00

i promised a proper update this entry but no, i'm not doing it.. YET.
for those who liked the Charlie the Unicorn video here's another one! HAHHAAHA! put a banana in your favourite ear.

and noticed i changed the background a litte? yes, i did.

2008-09-22T23:00:00.005+08:00

initially i wanted to blog on something else but since it is already rather late for a school day, i shall update on the weekend instead.

Jiawei's birthday turned out fine, i guess. i think his whole entire family and extended family was there, everybody looked the same; everybody is family. i didn't eat a whole lot, at least i think i didn't because it felt like i was gaining some weight. AHH! tummy alert, how saddening plus awful but i am going to work the tummy off from now. so i'm experiencing a drop in my metabolism rate finally, but then again? am i that old!!!? am not most certainly! *speak many gibberish suddenly* aiya, whatever.

2 photo update, my camera was acting cranky in macro mode without flash under the dim lighting. so it turned out a teeny weeny bit blurred.

and for the second one, haven't seen this girl for AGES and i mean forever. heh. :) you've been missed.

so anyway, i think i will do a more proper and serious update next entry. it might not be well liked, but hey, some people are better listeners and are genuinely concerned more than others.

and lastly, if you're a die hard fan for LAME videos, here's one! you will probably laugh through the whole thing if you get the lame drift. :) just listen to the way they converse, how annoying!

Charlie the Unicorn!

2008-09-19T23:18:00.005+08:00

down a glass or two of some double shot liqueur, loosens me up and it gets me to be oblivious to the world of thoughts swirling inside my head. i like that very much, at the very least i would stop worrying-thinking and start enjoying every minute spent in oblivion.

gosh, i need my sleep!! for i am a person who needs much sleep and 7 odd hours everyday isn't exactly doing very well for me. and apparently, i managed somehow but very poorly.

this is a very pointless update, but what do you want to read from a full-time final year project student's blog? GET OUT OF HERE MAN, SHOOO!! but no, this post would go on and mindless people will continue reading on, because they like to read about sad sad sad project students' lives and gloat over our misery and suffering. how evil aye? they're starting to grow horns on the head, evil people are also horny people, and also those on holidays now who gets the luxury of sleeping 10-12 hours or more a day!? how repulsive, gah.

okay, i'm losing my mind.
it's 11:57pm now on the 19th September 2008, so Happy 21st Birthday Mr. Ee Jiawei! yes, i didn't purposely emphasize the 21 years old of age. i'm so nice, ~~you will get wrinkles on your birthday.~~ :X so anyway, you will get your birthday present from us (meaning me and ansley) tomorrow and you MUST like it, i mean you WIll like it. once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 21st one. :D

oh oh OH oh, and something i did in school, not because i was bored but because my supervisor was bored.

it totally will make a perfect flawless advert for "remember to wash your hands after nicholas sits on `em" and maybe one wash isn't enough so give it a couple of thorough wash with lotsa Dettol. :) yes nicholas, true friends are really honest. :))

alright! goodnight all and have a good weekend.

2008-09-16T22:56:00.004+08:00

life's pretty mundane, again.
oh come'on final year project is driving me insane! the hours are tiresomely long, draggy, boring and being stucked in a lab that i'm not supposed to be in is really bad. just imagine this feeling, the people who are meant to be inside that lab kinda ostracise you because you're an outsider but your only option is to let them see you in that jaundice eyes. ohwell! hope that things do get better soon, oh please do.

and also to end off, here is a little bit on responsibility.
my 5cents worth of thought, if you are to commit something bad, should you bear the consequences? yes. please have something called responsibility and also the integrity to own up to your actions.

2008-09-12T09:49:00.007+08:00

bonjour singapour.
yeah, i'm not going to Paris anymore due to some very unexpected circumstance. i just know that i will regret giving up this opportunity of a lifetime but at the same time i'm at a dilemma because there're many factors making me stay.

anyway, the weekend is here and although it is only friday but its not too early to kick in the excitment. i have so many overdued presents currently still in my possession, not because i didn't buy them beforehand but because i haven't got a chance to meet them yet. gee.

i call her grumpy. marcus' kitty.

no matter how hard you try to take on another persona other than your own, people are not going to like it and they will most likely have their reserves on you. even if that would make you a more popular and cool person, you're not. so instead of trying so hard to become someone else? why not just be yourself? put that big effort more into becoming yourself and others might just appreciate you more for being yourself. aye?

good weekend ahead! :D

2008-09-08T12:52:00.006+08:00

by right, i should be updating on Ansley's birthday celebration yesterday but none of that happened. hahaha, but i would still do an update on yesterday.

me and jiawei met up with jorge, fifi and friends for dinner instead. Max Brenner @ esplanade after dinner, heh.

and this is the chocolate thing called souffle, it looks like a chocolate cake on the exterior but there is hot melted chocolate stuffed inside it. HEHHEE! :D

it feels almost heaven, yeah.
all the excitment for yesterday kinda leaked away slowly. most of it was replaced by much diappointment. lets touch on the monday blues, not too much blues for me now as i've decided to not go to school anymore until i actually need to. yes, self-declared holidays!! hooray. :O sitting at a coffee bean outlet near home, too much noise output from the usual aunties and toddlers who are at the opposite table from me, a sack of potatoes is what they used to reserve the table; how very convenient.

2008-09-01T21:15:00.005+08:00

live everyday as if its your last, do not wait till you start to realise you are losing someone; before you try to salvage the relationship because you might have already lost, whoever.

treasure your love ones today and everyday.
all i know is one day all of what is present now may cease to exist one day, so there's hardly any boundaries when it comes to the people i care for close to my heart.

Final Year Project timetable,
Monday - Thursday : 0830hours - 1800hours.
Friday : 0830hours - 1730hours.

gosh, i am already dreading it!! today was suppose to be the first day but my supervisor was absent, 1 day out of 12weeks is wasted. heh. my overseas internship is more or less confirmed, i might have to stay throughout the year till the next before coming back. i guess, its better to keep myself busy for now as i have a few paranoid thoughts that's bothering me.

2008-08-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

the grayest skies are nothing but passing clouds in my life.
life is never going to be pretty all the time, so when it gets kinda gloomy sometimes; don't forget to look at the beauty of it all or maybe what beauty of it left. :)

gray clouds amidst the setting sun.

2008-08-22T15:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday was time well spent. :)
went Chinatown to take photos, all i can say is Chinatown is one huge mess. its the only time in my life when i can think that the chinese are disgusting. heh! some photos that i captured. =/

left on a dusty shelf, almost forgotten.

some old building that doesn't look old.

gray skies and an old building that looks old.

hehehe, and of course some self-timer shots but i shall just post one, self-timer is the best invention after that of the camera of course.

and now, i feel unhappy with my pink camera, lousy lousy lousy. an arguable upgrade is to get a DSC-H10, saw the road show yesterday. same amount of megapixels as my current one but it has a better flash and its a semi-pro digital camera. :D SEMI-PRO. but of course i can't afford it, not until i get my new laptop so that i can sell my old one and use the money to get a new camera, and all of these have to happen on the sly without my father knowledge. ewww, parents.

2008-08-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

the dark side has clouded my thoughts, i can't seem to comprehend the vast mixture stirring up inside my head. so many thoughts larger than what my brain can handle, even if i reached a solution to my problems, i probably would have a bigger problem turning fiction into reality or actual action.

so i guess this is where don't think so much, comes into place.

2008-08-12T23:22:00.004+08:00

i love cupcakes, not because they taste nice but because they look so cute! :D oh and my annoying brother ate one without my permission, i was so sad and he didn't want to pay me back. shitbag, bloody glutton cheebs, hope his mouth rots that pig.

but anyway, i was going home from school one day and spotted a cage on top of the taxi. it is either deliberate or someone must have been very forgetful and i thought i saw a cat inside. :X how awful, it surely must have died if that was the case.

yes, it drove off to the main road and that's how the cat life ended. how insignificant life is to people, only if its not concerning themselves. selfish but its only human nature.

2008-08-09T17:34:00.008+08:00

happy national day Singapore.
its almost 6pm here and today has been rather glommy, rainfall almost every 2hours. heh, maybe its a sign that Singapore is a bad bad place.
i hope it just continues to rain, heavily with thunderstorm.

"Where i belong" originally sung by tanya chua, not very sure which year was it from but its playing now on television, a jazz version by some pseudo singaporean version of michael buble. oh, i just heard "lets make some noise singapore." yawns.

but anyway, about me. had a few briefing in school already and there has been alot of discussions going around about Final Year Project and internship program. i will be doing FYP first which will commence on the 1st of september. how great, there goes my holidays. the juicy part is my internship program, i've been shortlisted for overseas internship program in France for a period of 3months which will happen around november towards the new year. duh, it great! the thought of leaving this country is enough to make me fly but this will be the first time i'm going to be away from my family and friends for 3months and somehow i feel uneasy about it. so France is still tentative, i'm still considering although its a good opportunity not to mention an opportunity of a lifetime right?

enough of boring issues about my life right? i'm sure what is happening on televsion now, is already boring enough. heh. majulahhh singapura, eh no. i wanted to say hallelujah. monday outing (4 August 2008) was alright, it could have been more exciting if we went to ECP! groans* never mind.

one thing that will never change, i hope. :X

i like this photo! because ansley looks like a fish. nemo!

have a great weekend! :D
and i wonder how would the firework turn out in the rain?

2008-08-03T01:02:00.004+08:00

IT'S AUGUST! update update.
just got back from the movies, show was The Mummy(tomb of the dragon's emperor). heh! it was niceee. funny, thrilling, exciting and incredible at the same time. hmmm, okay maybe i'm giving it too much credit but the movie is a must watch! worth it.

i would update more soon! after the weekend probably, since Lollipops outing is on monday. how weird right? we're going out on a weekday and a monday somemore, going to shake our monday blues away together. :D

Montage on a Tee, first design.

2008-07-28T23:19:00.003+08:00

recently something interesting at amk caught my attention. its this shop that sells pies, ordinary pies but they call themselves PIE KIA(which stands for gangster in hokkien).

think its funny already? not yet.
check out their menu first!

so basically, its such a singaporean thing which i happened to like so much. yes, i go for such lingo. their normal pies are called, pie kia (named after the store) give them props for originality. the fruit pies are called pie seh (it stands for embarrassed), the bigger size pies are called toa pie kia (it stands for "big gangster") hahaha, but i think the salad ((chin cai)stands for anything) and the soup ((sio sio)stands for hot hot) are the funniest.

and that's not all, should check out their website.
www.piekia.sg/
their enquiry mail if you have any questions, is simidaiji@piekia.sg. WTF, lol!

2008-07-20T21:41:00.003+08:00

sometimes your feelings and opinions are better left unsaid. this world, this stupid world, these people that exists in this world aren't ready for whatever you're going to say. even if this blog is a free for my expression, i can't or i might end up hurting myself or others. dumb right? but think about it.

why are there so many rules? why are there so many systems? why are there so many hateful things? why are we bound to all of these? civilization is the one thing we ought to question. civilization is the results of mankind, evil and hatred.

i wasn't born to hate, i was taught to hate.

2008-07-16T15:37:00.005+08:00

since jiawei's one is ikickyourdog then mine shall be pinkwhalee.
http://pinkwhalee.livejournal.com

i probably would not update there. anyway, i have been training on my 2.4km run. gosh, 3years of not running and the first time i went back on the track i almost fainted but its getting better now. :) coping with napfa training and school projects, napfa could have came at a better time really. it feels like i'm neglecting all my friends for a few weeks. sighh, i miss everyone of them except for ansley. nobody loves no one eh? i rather say, nobody can love someone forever.

2008-07-11T15:10:00.008+08:00

so it's true, as long as you're singaporean you will come to agree 100% with me. our cost of living is everly increasing but yet our standard of living remains stagnant. nowadays, if you go to a hawker centre for a meal; chicken rice is no longer $2 a plate, hmmm let's say $3.50? around there probably for some miserable quantity. paying more for less as many true blue singaporean has quoted, our undying kiasu spirit. LONG LIVE!

and for the soon to become driver ME, the electronic road pricing is a pain in the ASS. i wouldn't know yet but those that are already drivers can vouch for me and the rest of the non-drivers population.

singapore will look like this in 2010.

and this would be be five years from 2010.

photoshop does wonders, you can visualise the most unimaginable and this is how our future singapore is going to look like.

SMRT also like to keep hiking our fares right, so i figured.

and lastly this is the worst case scenario.

we're singapore, singaporeans! :D

2008-07-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

currently hooked onto this great song.
it's called, A Beautiful Mess; by Jason Mraz.
its over 6minutes long, so give it some time to develop. :) i'd say if you're the type who pays attention to the lyrics, i'm sure you will like this song because i love it. sweet but sad.

2008-07-05T02:09:00.002+08:00

friday is finally here! and amazingly i managed to pull through this week, sigh it has been a tough and brutal week for me. my last 2hours in lab today, i got strucked by this migraine. how great, then i walked all the way to the shopping arcade to get panadol but it didn't really helped, tried to put my head down and rest a little then ended up throwing up in the toilet. after throwing up, it all start to feel better. heh. :D

anyway, this is the 3D model i was rushing on.

been really busy, third year is a bitch but i'm living it. alright, i'm living a bitch, hahaha! i do have a life other than school, in case i'm blogging too much about school, i still do have a life; just that it takes place less often than school.

anyway, caught "WANTED" today at The Cathay. it has been ages since i went to the movies, and the show was great. alot of impossible actions and stunts, heh. but great.

lastly! pictures from last weekend, i will upload them tomorrow on facebook. i promise; confirm my promise; super super confirmed. haha, in case my friends were thinking what the hell happened to those pictures. JUST WAIT a little bit more.

well, do something to make your weekend last! or otherwise if you're looking forward to the weekdays then just rot it away. :)

2008-07-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

hello july! anyway, school has been crazy and it's only going to get crazier for the next 6 weeks. i think recently i am being bothered very easily, feeling upset almost whenever instantaneously. keep worrying about my project deadlines and this and that, and if there's one more thing added into my list i might just go ballistic. okay, stressed. i am seriously considering to stop the clubbing, for now of course. i guess i would do so. :)

anyway, handed up my 3D models today. have yet to complete my product visualization, that one is hell! i have yet to start yet, deep shit.
i shall bore you people with pictures of my models. hehehe!

Apple.

Chess Piece.

Table Cloth.

Dining Set.

Dragon. (this one is really difficult)

Soldering Iron.

Wine Glass

Bouncing Ball (this one is animated 3D model)

anyway, came across this Audio Clip on youtube called virtual barber shop, it exactly like getting your hair cut in real life. just that the catch is to use earphones to hear it and close your eyes while doing so. heh. :D PLEASE TRY IT! its rather amazing.

2008-06-29T15:32:00.003+08:00

here i am, i will try to make this a proper update but really i've nothing to blog about. i can blog about the weather and orchard road but that would just be really senseless and pointless.

june is coming to an end, can't help but look back at july last year, it was the start of all drama in my life but i'm thankful it's all gone now. when monday comes, i'm going to focus all my energy to school, 6-7 more weeks of coursework.

somehow, i think if i were to fall out of love i would have more things to blog about. tell you why, cause somehow less from my perspective, already compromised with my other half's. its like ernest is cut into half. what do you think? allow myself to fall in love, and lose half of myself.

2008-06-21T16:57:00.003+08:00

lollipop outing yesterday. it was a friday but it felt like saturday, geesh anyway we planned on going sentosa but we did not because someone was 2hours late so we settled at vivo city instead. :D so we wore our 'beach' clothes out cause the initial plan was sentosa but we didn't go what, so we changed into our nicer clothings after lunch. hahaha, how retarded.

we had lunch at this place called kimgary or was it garykim? either one of them la. it's something like HK cafe but the food is better and at a cheaper price. heh. ansley loves mushrooms.

and as usual we did our version of an adv shoot for the drinks.

i'm in a hurry to go off now, so i'd end this entry here. :D
have yourself a last great holiday weekend before school reopens!

2008-06-18T18:58:00.011+08:00

so it has been awhile since i did a proper update here. i'm feeling a little short of what to blog about, like nothing interesting or obvious enough to share. fact is i am only left with a few days before my holidays really conclude and truth is i have yet to get down to any work; totally untouched, so i'm going to devote the whole of my tomorrow to try and do something. hahaha!

life for me has been pretty simple, less drama from me. :) which is kinda good, but it leaves me with some discontentment, i want more as if something is lacking. anyway, haven't hanged out with the lollipops for awhile (long while), actually no, i've seen alot of jiawei but not ansley; yeah she don't love us anymore. :( but we're meeting up this coming friday, nothing confirmed though, all tentative. on the other hand, i'm suppose to go for this fishing trip out at sea with my family which is super anal, out to sea, me fishing? no, can't do.

this was taken the last time we met up, 29May2008.

and finally, finally finally got to watch .Sex and the City. by myself, online of course. sigh, because somebody watched it already. see la, have to support piracy and reduce myself to lower quality picture. :( anyway, the movie was great! although i really think sarah jessica parker is really really fugly, more fugly in those scene when she had no makeup. if she only looks this good with makeup on, imagine her without.

yeah and i decided to keep my hair short for now. well, its easier to manage after all and only until i see a hairstyle that catches my eyes, heh. :D i wouldn't mind keeping bangs again, dead serious.

ending this entry off now, i've got 2 random picture left.
my two bestfriend (one of them is drunk), one with a pigeon the other with a dog.

:D third year really stinks! i am in desperation, somebody help me with my director project! okay, bye.

2008-06-11T16:15:00.003+08:00

somehow it seems like, my mind went back to awhile ago and i can't help but feel my heart sinking, but its fortunate because we can never have yesterday so just take it away.

something i found from last time, "loving someone means taking the risk that they might fuck up your nicely ordered life." and what's left? all you get now is a fucked up life and what will happen to your nicely ordered life? gone, struggling to get back on your feet. so much for love, is that person really worth all of that?

just like love, you got to put in the effort and commitment but sometimes if it still does not work out. then its just a naughty bird.

2008-06-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

a few more days and comes my well deserved break. :D
anyway, i just wanted to come and post a picture, i think i was seriously bored and just needed to do something else than school work. heh.

well, take a random photo and play around with the photoshop functions and this is what you will get or somewhat la.

2008-06-01T15:28:00.001+08:00

goodbye may and hello june!

relationships. there are those that open you up to something new, those that are old and familiar, those that brings back lots of questions, those that brings you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started and those that bring you back to square one.

2008-05-30T13:37:00.004+08:00

thank god that my 2hours lecture is canceled or else i wouldn't have the time to do this update. heh! :D

thank you for all the birthday wishes! i appreciate it very much even though some chose to stay anonymous, i still appreciate it. :) had a couple of celebrations already, no birthday cake yet, lol!

last friday went timbre with adam jonnie jolene wendy carmen and junwei. and yah, i was made to go on stage and sing myself a birthday song. asdljnalfheofvbwibcnxwpmc! it was embarrassing alright.

here's proof of the 5 minutes of fame i had.

here's some more pictures taken that night.

then came wednesday but i won't tell you what happened! its more private i'd say. wahahahaha. then on thursday, timbre again but went there with the lollipops. i love the gift they gave me, so customized as usual but but but they tried to surprise me again. yeah, 'tried' hahaha! i got there earlier, and they weren't ready yet. so jiawei returned me my camera and asked me to go walk around first; not realizing that there's pictures of my present in the camera. lol! plan foiled.

it's a mini locker! so cute lah. and we didn't camwhore last night and why? because my camera had no battery. left my camera with jiawei for a few days and he flooded my camera with pictures and no battery.

random ah, but this is the nicest picture he had taken with my camera.

ohwell and for my post birthday, i'm going dinner with my cousin at sushi tei later then a movie after dinner. kinda tired already but its my birthday! and there's still alot of school assignment waiting for me to go complete them. screams*

anyway ending off, hope everyone would have a good weekend. :D

2008-05-29T12:25:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me! :D

2008-05-20T01:19:00.002+08:00

so here's a picture update from my camera phone. heh.
anyway, yeah i realised vesak day is for chinese now! more specifically for buddhist, yes yes. thank you all for correcting me. :D

what if she decided to take a shit? oooooooooo gosh, nasty. imagine her poop coming out and yaaaaaaaaah, you get my picture. :D

anyway i would really recommend everyone to go try out the food at miss clarity cafe, the ambiance is rather weird because the decor is covered mostly in pink but despite that the food is great.

2008-05-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

i am thankful for the longer weekend so that i can actually relax a little bit and have some fun meantime. so tomorrow is vesak day, i think its an indian thing so i couldn't really be bothered but HEY its a public holiday aye. :D

so here's a quick update,
took some really nice photos with my digital camera. heh. and the model of the day is JONNIE! <3<3 the theme was all rather emo but we're not emo. but i do like emo, alot.

friend or lover? which ever is the priority?

2008-05-10T02:07:00.003+08:00

lesser updates because there aren't much going on with my life now except for school. school life, i don't want to bore you with that do i? heh.

anyway, have you all been using your phone camera the right way?
i'm sure i did. hahaha, i don't know why but sometimes i see alot of interesting images worth capturing.

like how i would put it, new parents sure have a very open view towards something less conventional. and so do i from where i'm standing i can seeeeeeee so clearly.

brotherly love.

and when you think that they had enough, think again aye.
gimme gimme more.

2008-05-06T18:11:00.005+08:00

alright, so i finally have some time for an update. :)
anyway, i'm going to post this 2 short clips from tyra show.

its very controversial because this woman believes she won't go to hell and burn in hell. weeeeeeeeeeeeee! ouch. :D

Part1

Part 2

if you're not in that church you will go to hell.
and everybody in that church, that 70 odd member is either family or relative to her and yet she thinks some of them are going to hell. some church aye? or lets say some cult? ohwell.

2008-05-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

hello labour day!
its major global warming here, our earth is sick.
so lets all be good labourer and each do our part to change our climate, for the better of course. duh. unless you all want sweating nipples everyday. =/

2008-04-27T14:07:00.003+08:00

overview of my horoscope today.

someone who is really different from you may appear. it looks like they could really shake up your world, in a good way! they'll show you that there are different ways of approaching the problems you are facing. this is a positive person, not someone you should feel intimidated by or afraid of. their background is different from yours, and could trigger some silly suspicions that you must immediately push aside. think the best of all the new people you encounter today, each of them has something great to offer you.

not true! i stayed home the whole day.

2008-04-23T20:29:00.003+08:00

i haven't found a good reason to use my phone's camera ever since i've gotten the privilege of a digital camera but i believe i found the true meaning of a camera phone today. it is not for taking nice pictures but more for the convenience of capturing interesting images. heh. :D

like i said, if you're that old already there's nothing you couldn't do;
just do it.

rock on auntae! with the slang.
and of course there's no one as hot as the owner of this stall.
uncomparable, hell yeah.

so, go on and use your camera phone the right way, right away. :D

2008-04-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

ever lost a friend too many? i'm sure i did.
on so many occasions, after all the fell outs or should i say 'not so nice stuffs took place'. i can't even recall what happened already, it is so insignificant to speak off in the first place. then you think about it, its been so long that we're not talking and if we suddenly did it'd be so awkward, so you think its best if we don't talk anymore. life, live and let live. if we all knew, i wouldn't be writing this entry now. for all i know, i hope i could grasp the point i'm trying to put across here. sorry for the lousy english, but when i've got so many thoughts in my head at one time, it all comes out like gibberish.

i do feel sour but i also want to apologise. sorry to all that i haven't been so pleasant with, sincerely. at least i took the initiative.

2008-04-20T20:40:00.003+08:00

the weekend just went away like that, in a blink. :((
anyway, me and jonnie tried this new xbox 360 game; its called guitar heroes. :D:D totally rocks our socks, woots.

2008-04-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

school is in session now and i'm determined to do well for my third year.

as for all the partying, people would say its better to cut down but i say, party hard; study harder! hell yeah. :D

like jonnie said,
scream!

2008-04-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

today was great, yeap it was simply great.
brought my clothes for alterations at bugis, duh, where else. :D going to collect them tomorrow probably in the evening. school is starting after this weekend, some people are dreading it but i'm actually quite looking forward to my last year. :)

i was out with marcus, we caught a movie at Vivo City, i think the movie was 'Run Fatboy Run." it was good. :) funny but deep and meaningful, of course. i remember, there was this quote from the movie. i'm scared to marry the woman i love, what if i'm not good enough? i rather ruin one day by walking out her life than ruin her entire life. how true? i can't help but think because that feeling is so familiar sometimes.

starting to like the Pacific Coffee at Vivo, very nice place to chill at. love all the day beds outside. i couldn't help but just lie there for like 3hours. :D:D then we went for dinner at Marche. <3 the snail pork there. yumms!

just want to add,
i want a MINE BEAGLE!!!! ah, it is so adorable!

pull through your hardest time and good time will come along soon with greatness.

2008-04-06T22:17:00.001+08:00

if you're my sunshine, then my world has nothing left but darkness.
i want, i yearn; to be happy.

2008-04-02T02:30:00.006+08:00

april fools everyone(:
hope everyone had a good time pranking each other! i got pranked, i sure did by ADAM!

anyway, i've always wanted to go dine at Astons and CheeseCake Cafe so much, i wanted my first time there to be with somebody special, somebody which makes my life so much more meaningful then it is; but you don't always get what you want.

since this is unfulfilled, i shall fulfil it soon.
right now, i'd rather go there with my close friends because you were such a letdown.

you're beyond my reach, like reaching out for the sun as it goes down;
you're just too far away.

2008-03-30T16:03:00.002+08:00

beneath this hard looking exterior of mine there is someone inside, someone just like anyone of you. someone who would feel hurt and pain, so next time before you ask whether am i okay? i'm not even if i said i am, its just that i'm able to withstand more nonsense than the norm.

sometimes when you don't see it, doesn't mean its not there.

2008-03-24T16:36:00.004+08:00

first of all happy easter, hope everyone had an enjoyable weekend!
friday sucked actually, i stayed at home and did nothing but the weekend got better as it went on. went to IKEA on saturday with my parents and picked out a new bed for myself, something i've been wanting to get for so long and finally. :D i love my new bed, which will be delivered this thursday; can't wait! clubbed on saturday night, didn't bring my camera out so i didn't take any photos, bahhhhhhh. i think i was dancing by myself for most of the time and i couldn't remember when's the last time i stay at the dancefloor for so long, so right now my legs are freaking aching and and and i didn't even get enough sleep, slept for 4hours then had to rush off to meet my Lollipops' in town.

we had lunch at Suki Sushi, wanted to eat at Sakae Teppanyaki but i was too full from brunch besides ansley don't eat much too.

we bus-ed down to Raffles City after lunch, and saw stuffs, really hot stuffs. ohwell, our main objective was actually to go and take photos at Millenia Walk and we did! its like our new hangout place ever since Marina Square. heh. here are some very good backdrops for phototaking. :D

and of course we couldn't resist not going to Harvey Norman, all the nice furnitures and different decors. :D

and this is ansley on the super comfortable couch which cost $1799. yeah, its discounted somemore; very worth it. just call it the Lollipops' couch. :D

we were back in town by the evening, went to reserve our hoodies, yes our customised hoodies are coming soon. lol! ansley was suppose to go watch Orphanage and we couldn't come along because of her super shy friend, so jiawei and i thought we would watch Vantage point but ansley watched our movie instead because Orphanage was selling fast. so nice of her right, love her. <3333
anyway, we're hanging out next saturday. more more more photos. :D:D

2008-03-20T16:11:00.002+08:00

results for semester 2 was released yesterday, i did alright but not fantastic. sighhh, i'd better work my hardest in my coming last year. ohwell.

lollipops' outing is on this sunday, i'd post an entry on that soon. :D

sometimes i feel like dying, laying down and crying.

2008-03-16T01:09:00.003+08:00

you either do it whole heartedly or just pretend you like doing it whole heartedly. i think i said what i wanted to say last night, how you react from now and how you want things to be from now, i accept.

i want some preppy ben sherman! :D

2008-03-10T16:55:00.002+08:00

i shall remind myself again, its the holidays. holidays, something i was nervously anticipating to come; there were so much i want to do, so much i want to get that i don't know where to begin. but it feels almost intangible now, like almost a daydream.

holiday plans crumbled, i guess i'd have to re-plan. i could not get used to doing nothing or doing something unproductive. it has been comfortable, staying at home is being in your comfort zone; you could leave your hair in any mess, sit in the most awkward looking position but yet feel in heaven.

i'm going do something enriching, perhaps pick up another instrument and get a part-time job and pick up a new sport; actually for me, it is get back into sports because i've been not sporting for very long. argh, i don't know what i'm saying/doing actually, i just feel sad. yes, the seasonal affective disorder; S-A-D.

2008-03-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

outing with jiawei yesterday was fun! we took quite abit of pictures, heh. :D had dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki, food was damn good! but ansley missed out. :(( ohwell.

i went to club yesterday, i know i shouldn't have, dammit. drank quite abit and then i didn't know what happened already. fuck, i think drama happened. :(( i'm really not going back there anymore now, i really hope so.

anyway, i shall upload the pictures now. photo credits all us, lol! we really need a camera stand.

the water fountain looked pretty.

the lighting was kinda accidental but it turned out nice!

we wanted to capture the sunset in the picture butbutbut, missed it.

i cloned him.

happy march holidays! :D

2008-03-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

everything you are, is everything to me.
babe, i love you much.

2008-03-01T22:16:00.005+08:00

i cannot believe i'm at home, on a saturday night that is. i should be outside partying my guts away and on top of that its my god dammit mother fucking chicken wings holidays right now. fuck.

shopping with jiawei was great today! i bought shirts and he bought squash jersy which are quite expensive i think? something that is for you to sweat and run around with can cost you around 30bucks? something like a regular plain tee from any Singapore mainstream brand. okay, i'm being random. World Of Sports should just close down because they sell jersy like the material of my underwear, so just sew all my underwear into one big piece you will get the exact copy of what they're selling. perfect. shit, i'm being random again. =/ but then again, maybe they.. eh, nevermind. :D i'm not done with shopping yet, i still want to head down to Haji Lane, SOON ENOUGH and get my hands down and dirty.

free coke today @ Orchard though. AmkHub had the same thing going on but it was very much more exgerrated than the one in town, you wil get to see a amazing thing which i call the true Singapore spirit. this is when the auntiness comes out of everyone. you will see, aunties carrying three FairPrice plastic bags full of coke, not because they bought them from FairPrice but because they're thick skinned enough to fill them up with the free coke. for those who're shy, they will bring all their children down and make them do the dirty job for them, that's making use of the children CUTE FACTOR which i will so not fall for that tactic PLEASE. oh whatever! :D

Blog Disclaimer, if you so adore blogging for fame you may discontinue from here.

and i do not support nuffnang, blogging is for leisure not for those advertising of oh 'how great i am' and 'how interesting i can be'. bullshit please people. but its a smart move from nuffnang i will say, making use of existing blogging platforms and making money out of them, biggest contibution of earnings are, from those people who're dying for some attention or should i say desperate?? i don't know, you tell me. :D

i'm not being wimpy with the disclaimer alright, i just do not want unnecessary attention. :) have a good weekend suckers.