it's my birthday!
really very thankful to those who remembered and wished me well.
ernest is so touched.
so many thankyous really, you all really made my day.
Lollipops-Jiawei&Ansley,Emily,HuiLing,NYP Classmates,
Gary,Adam,Sheena,Jesse,Joseph didi,
Joan,Anavil,Sean,Junjie,Sinteck,Carl,Xavier,Joey,Dylon,
WeiCherng,Toon,WeiJie Mummy,Randolph,Jorge,RongWei,GarMeng,Gabriel,
Matthew,KangWei,Benedict,Louis,Samuel,Layhoon,Eugene,Winston. etc.suddenly, i can't recall anymore. >.<
my classmates(below)
don't be jealous okay?(below)
from: LOLLIPOPS(below)
ernest is happy, today. x))
hanged out with
Jiawei &
Ansley for the whole of saturday and stayed over at ansley's place. i love you guys so much!
had tonnes of fun, as usual. it's the 'norm thing' for us, we're after all THE lollipops. x)
when we were killing time at starbucks,
somebody decided to join us for some 'fraps'
isn't he adorable? awwww! x))
back to school work for now, formal presentation on tuesday.
my heart aches very badly because i can't tell you i love you.
kept my heart numbed all this while but the effects are only temporary.
so i've been told that my blog is quite dead.
i'm just so caught up with school work, that i barely have any free leisure time to myself. ohwell, i keep forgetting that my birthday is just round the corner. why ah? After tomorrow submission of 2 projects, i think i'd be much better off. x)
when you're mad because of some reason,
you forget i'm still waiting in the rain.
darling, i love you,
I love you anyway.
happy or sad? be the judge.
i added a new song on the player,
being more considerate this time, didn't code the autoplay in.
it's your choice to listen. x)
By, Michael Buble – Everything
here's some pictures, since my blog's quite naked nowadays.
i haven't went out for almost 2weeks straight, i'm always in school or amk hub or else home. ohwell, the pictures will say it all.
but i'm still
better off alone
everytime when i try to fly,
i crash.
forgetting that my wings were once broken.
i'm asking god, how long? because this is almost unbearable.
every minute, every second i feel acute pain in my heart.
but when i think of you, i feel my inner peace.
it's almost like this bitter-sweet taste in my mouth.
because you're every song, i sing along.
i haven't been blogging very much, nowadays.
i'm feeling rather brain dead, don't know how what to post, don't know how to react, don't know how to live my life. i just want to close my eyes and never wake up again. i have no idea what i'm doing now, i can't remember anything that don't have you in it. maybe i'm going insane.
i don't want to wake up anymore, take my life away.
ernest is lovesick, who has the cure?
ho-hum.
i didn't even get to say, goodbye.
ernest is still hot, 38.1
i think i'm pushing myself quite hard, went school to school today and completed the whole day. BE PROUD OF ME!
well, second trip to the doctor already, tomorrow i'd rest. x)
i'm feeling much better already,
thank all those that cared for me. x)
some time today i had a random thought.
it has been so long since i last had any form of contact with you.
have you forgotten me totally? i have become somewhat like a stranger to you, like most commoners are to you, equally unfamiliar.
fever's gone but i sound like a toad now.
croaking voice, so my classmates would be happy tomorrow because ernest would be quiet. first time uh!
ohwell, i had a chat with emily just now.
okay, it time for me to go off! goodnights!(:
ernest is hot, 39.0 degrees celsius
and some people are such assholes.
saturday is like sleep day for me.
anyway, i was out today. i recommend the vietnamese baguette at raffles city basement1, it's near donut factory. since i was there, might as well queue for the donuts.
emily and her friend was queueing, so why not join in? hahaha. i sian of donuts already la, it's not that
nice either.
here's a smug shot of mandy!
an edited picture of myself,
our fairytale
first and foremost, it's about a dream i had the other day.
wanted to blog about it but my heart was too heavy, which makes today a better day to blog about it! x)
well, it's about my ex. (it's about time i use the term, 'ex')
OHWELL! the world is moving, i can't stand strong alone for too long.
all i could remember is, it was the very last time i saw you, i sent you home, i hugged you, i kissed you. everything was the same, it was downstairs at your place and i was sending you to the lift. how sad when later on you said that kiss meaned nothing, i took off the ring and threw it away. so much crying but i woke up, like every other morning, i treated it like any other dream. washed up and bathed, suddenly realised that the ring was missing from my finger. my heart skipped a beat, search high and low and finally found it on my carpet. i put it back onto my finger as it's the safest place it can be. so sub-conciously i took it off while i was sleeping?
but for you, i'd stand strong as long as i could.
anyway, i want to say hor!
i love the lollipops!
jiawei and
ansley.
and of course i love
emily.
and my fellow classmates
the retards.
took some pictures with
nicholas and
yani today because we had this long long long break.
i'd post a few up,
four is enough? hahaha! x))
i had dinner with
emily at amk hub! it's the most 'IN' thing now. (at least in amk) we had ichiban, ohmygosh! the food comes in such big portions BUT! i finished it alright! on a strict strict gain weight diet! x))
emily had a haircut, bob hair. OMG!
oh yah, after dinner went to crocodile and bought 2 singlets! ohwell, the weather is kinda hot now and i want to change my dress sense abit. hahaha! x)
hang on to those you love.
LABOUR DAY! most importantly we're in the month of MAY!
know why? know why why why? cause it means my birthday is coming! x)
ERNEST WANT PRESENTS!
i know i'd get one from the
lollipop, i overheard them talking during dinner, that day at nydc. SO OBVIOUS PLEASE! and last year they failed to surprise me. -..-" actually they did la, somehow or rather, at how bimbotic they were. x))
it just suddenly dawn on me, 17years in this world and i have never seen someone slip off a banana skin. (cartoon not counted please)
emily calls it the classics. that sunday, walking back from the market we saw this little boy fell down cause he stepped on a banana skin, wanted to help la but couldn't control our laughter.
anyway, those that hangs-out with me nowadays. tell me, am i eating alot?
on today,
went out with
emily and she gave me her sweat shirt! x)) i borrowed her 'num' laptop case also.
so we went for lunch at this, 'hey hey hot-pot' at paradiz centre? should be la.
the food was not bad la but the price was steep.
after lunch, shopping! x))
emily bought stuffs but i didn't. i'm such a goodie boy sometimes. x)
emily's dad came to pick us up for dinner.
wah, eat again. nevermind, i happy. CHILLICRABS LEH! i almost exploded. OHWELL! x)
next entry, ernest tells a story about his dream.
the last day of april.
every word in that song still carries so much meaning and my deep feelings for you.
love ernest anyone?
