Monday, May 25, 2009

i am unhappy.
i don't know why i am but there is just this clear sense of unhappiness lingering inside of me.


is it really so hard to be happy?
the adults kept telling me, you're turning 20 soon and you must be mature in your thinking and actions. i will do so, i most certainly will but at the sake of my own happiness i rather not.


then i'm labelled as being childish or immature.
suddenly you remember what daddy and mommy used to say, as long as you're happy son.
what a bullshit world really.


you 'adults' with your maturity and big ass ego can KISS MY ASS. because really, truthfully, technically, in reality... happiness is unreachable, intangible.
this happiness you speak of is so far-fetched and short-lived.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

i just feel like there was a need to update my blog, so here i am. geesh.
since i'm bumming my life away till i enlist, i would seriously consider auditioning for singapore idol. hahahaha!


anyway i will just upload photos. (:
i kind of miss my dyed hair, it's so not black and plus the length was quite long so i didn't have to wax it everyday like i do now because i have short black hair.


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and the recent photos from the JD party. (not so recent actually)


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and the whole group! :D


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well, till then again. (: