Sunday, July 29, 2007

project week is over! *hyper-ventilate*



ohwell, i'm a little self-conscious these days. don't really know what happened to me but i sure did lost all of my ego. starting to accept the fact that i'm not hotstuffs at all and that i have many many ugly ugly flaws. who agrees that ernest is ugly? raise your hands.(i raise my own hand, BOTH HANDS.) yay, wonderful!
i want to apologise, to those that i've done wrong to, those that i said nasty words to, those that i've taken for granted. Jiawei, i really feel the utmost apologetic to you. all of the awesome recommendations i made to you all turned out sour, i'm just so sorry and i haven't been the bestest friend all the time for the last 5years or how many? ohwell. now, i finally know that 2years of age difference can really measure a person's ability to judge and decide. I KNOW FOR SURE NOW, let nature take its course, what is yours would eventually be yours; no matter how hard or how sort you fight for it. LOL! x)) somehow or rather i feel that you'd ask me for what am i apologising for. well, i'm sorry to have brought you so much confusion into your life, and through confusion, pain&hurt has been the end product of it all AND sorry i owe your $10, that night at HK cafe i forgotten to pay you back. cannot dedicate this whole post to you la, paiseh. later make myself look like i did you so much wrongs. maybe i did? sorry. Ansley, you're super bimbotic and we didn't really had a smooth ride back then but I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NOW K! and jiawei too la! sorry i kept hitting your boobs, cause they're so big and in the way. this post is dedicated to everybody out there who has something or nothing against me okay!? ernest is sorry. forgive him! please la, come on man. >.< i'm sorry for changing/affecting the life of so many many, i feel so guilty alright; i know i've been a total jerk. i should just go to church and confess all my sins and ask for forgiveness and let HIM deliver me from all evil, YES, i should. i want to start it right, start it new here, right now. with all my heart, all my love, i give only to you, everything else doesn't matter anymore, for i love you, my honey bear. <3

okay, goodnights.

by ernest at 10:08 PM |