YAY! updating, happy halloween and goodbye October! month of pain. its such a freezing ass cold morning. :\
just as when i was about dozing off in bed, the night started to rain. and i woke up to a wet wet morning, with a slight drizzle, the rain was there the whole time.
18 years of my life, today is my first time at a polyclinic. i swear its so fucked up, the place, the system, the people. _l_ the doctor that gave me consultation, really, i couldn't take it. seriously, i'm so pissed off right now. i hope that doctor children would fuck each other, do incest and create some inbreed, if they're of the same sex even better, they can become homos and if there're like a few of them, they can have group sex. if she only has one child, then i hope she fucks them and get her husband to fuck her mother and father. take this bitch, _l_
anyway, halloween was great. :D queued at zouk but ended up in mos.
lol! i took this photo from adam's phone, i don't think he'd realise because he was so drunk. heh!
ohyah, tyra banks. :D yay!
and the contestants of cycle 9.
you can watch it on youtube! you wouldn't be lagging behind because next week would be recap episode. :D i'm not pissed off already. lawl!
the oreo cheesecake is quite a failure, i think. somehow, it just doesn't taste right. ohwell! heh(:
i'm just going to laugh it all out. school has been sucky, sucky sucky sucky. :( i give school two _l_ up.
when confronted by our worst nightmares, the choices are few, fight or flight. we hope to find the strength to stand against our fears, but sometimes despite ourselves, we run. what if the nightmare gets chase, what would we hide?
i tried amanda oreo cheesecake recipe out, the cake is still in my fridge. hohohoho! can't wait for the final reveal. i think it'd look like shit, afterall its my first time doing this. i don't know where i've got the drive from to do this, normally i'd just buy one. ohwell! school sucks, I WAS LATE TWICE IN A ROW! how saddening. i'd have to wake up on time tomorrow, i must! 8am is just so early. ><
why bother asking when you've already answered them yourself? ask me because you want to listen, not ignore.
the long weekend has been great, including monday, bonus. so there are some changes i'd want to make in my life, for the better of myself and everyone. x)) i guess i sorted things out already.
that's jiawei, he hasn't appeared on loveernest for quite some time already. WE MISS ANSLEY!! both of you are awesome people, i love you both to the core. ohyah, something randon jiawei said, "they can be members of IKEA" LOL! seriously, took me awhile to get it.
hmmm, its always nice to be in love but some people got hurt badly in their previous relationship and now once bitten twice shy, are scared to venture. if you're hurt, what would you do? some has shut off from their friends and try to screw their own life up as if its not screwed up enough. some try looking for a substitute, so that to get over and move on quicker.
wtf? people say get over it, people say move on. if one is to take a week to get over someone, that one would be labelled as frivolous. then again, if one is to take a year to get over someone, that one would be labelled as foolish. tell me then, what is most appropriate?
yes, i've already enough shit to deal with now. everything and i really mean EVERYTHING is going wrong now, like how i managed to wear my underwear the wrong side this morning. the last thing i need now is for all the small and unnecessary things to go wrong.
make life easier for me to carry on people, show me your love. i need a hug.
i guess, the only good thing that happened today was napping. haven't really slept well over the past week.
cause i would get through all this shit by myself, all i pray is for YOUR love and strength, because i seek forgiveness, for i want to make changes, for i want to see changes.
so i had my first day of school, on tuesday. couldn't be more boring, heh(: (there's a beetle flying around in my room now, i'm so ffff-ing irritated by it, and i'm having fever, 38.6 degrees celsius. i'm so not in the mood now to stand up and silence it, i just threw my new books at it and i'm not picking it up. DIE BETTLE DIE!) i'm going haywire because of this fever, give ernest some love. awwww. :( oh, and i did cut my hair, posting up the pictures now. heh(: SURPRISE!! i'm shocked myself too.
and these were taken in school today, and i didn't know i could look rather different in pictures, sometimes.
i've dark eye rings! maybe because i've been watching alot of shows online recently. everybody should watch Heroes Season2 and American Next Top Model Cycle 9, gosh! the girls suddenly became BAM! and family guy is the most fucked up cartoon ever, i swear.
THE WEATHER IS SO FUCKING HOT I SWEAR TO MY SWEATING NIPPLES. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
singapore should die of global warming, hope those glacial ice melt and let there be flood! then singapore would be a underwater city. :D OR! some chinese chinese superhero legend that shot down the 9suns can make a comeback and PLEASE! shoot down the last one, okay maybe not, just shoot down half.
hello earth. i went blading today at EastCoastPark. woots! i'm still a newbie in blading, need someone to catch me. x) hohoho! OH OH! i want to try that cable ski thingy! looked so cool!!!
my friend's camera is so cool,
does the picture look like some 50th wedding anniversary? IT SO DOES LAH!! SINGAPORE VERSION!!! auntie <3 uncle. heh(: oh, the famous Aston western food opened its branch at serangoon garden! yay! now its so near my place i could finally try it. x))
true love is your soul recognition of it's counter point and another.
serious in intention,purpose or effort and sincerly zealous.
show me depth in sincerity or feelings.
i'm seriously important, demanding and need your attention.
define ernest if you can.
