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Monday, January 28, 2008

hello you. the weekend has been great again, beside a few bumps here and there but seeing my friends and spending time together with them makes me happy enough. i just hope that, this bond and this group is cherished. there's nothing that we couldn't talk about, there's nothing that is kept from each other, don't hide away for too long. :)

goodbye weekend and hello common test week.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

today was a shit day, crappiest day of 2008 till date considering its only january. i seriously hate NYP officially now, those who're thinking of coming here, please don't; i'd rather go ITE. i'm only in this school because i had no freaking choice, stupid stupid stupid. what the fuck is wronggggggg with them, trashed us with work, they think we don't need rest and time off. our timetable is shit, class starts at 8am everyday and wouldn't end till 5pm or 6pm, except for fridays 1pm-9pm and on top of that we have 9 freaking modules. yes N I N E!!!! 3-4 hours lab/tutorial/lecture time combined per week for each module. and its crazy, our practical assessment which was taught just last week would be tested tomorrow. we don't even have freaking time to practice, i don't even know what's going on.

so back to today, shit day. 8am- Animation Interactive Media practical assessment; i woke up at freaking 9am because i was revising for Rapid Application Development practical assessment which is also today at 10am right after Animation. and i would really need to do well for this practical assessment because i already failed my Rapid Application Development common test and i don't wishhhhhhhh to repeat my modules next semester! i want to move on! so i got to class at 9:30am, was freaking left with 30mins to do the assessment, seriously WTFFFFF!?? nevermind, we will just leave it there, then i have to settle down myself and take it in, so that i could do my other practical assessment properly. but no, i screwed up, the freaking program, everything is pissing me off and annoying me. ohwell screw it, and i'd still have a presentation for Innovation Technopreneurship case study at 2pm, again i've to settle down myself and put all the shit aside for awhile. thankfully, the presentation went smooth, the only right thing that happened to me today; then fuck, i remembered i left my laptop in the fucking tutorial room, ran all the way from one block to the other one at level 5 and thankfully its still there because the room was unused. was flustering red and panting like a dog luuuhhhh.

one word, fuck _I_

anyway, just wanted to share this with everybody out there.

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and that's only today, you never know tomorrow might be worse.

Monday, January 21, 2008

i don't know how i should be feeling, now.

since its only January, i should do some self-reflection now and really start 2008 right. love is not a game, love hurts and i seen how much it would hurt a person, more than you could ever imagine. love is crazy, as true as it can be.

i guess, it is more appropriate for me now, to focus on school; since this week is the last week of lessons. argh! =/

anyway, our very first meetup on 2008. 3years and still going.

lollipops' loves ansley and we don't think she needs to go on a diet to look hot. eat more girlfriend(ansley)! a bowl of plain tomyam soup isn't enough for dinner. :(( anyone who thinks she isn't skinny enough and needs to lose weight, is unfit of her love.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

ernest feels off, for some reason he's just feeling off but he just doesn't know what's the reason. its just one of those days, you hate everything about yourself, like how is your hair looking, your dressing, and your body just doesn't feel very well. i feel very annoyed now, i miss my friends, all of them. i need my sleep but i want to stay online for abit so i could catch up on today with them. i want to bomb my school, hope all my lecturers die of food poisoning so that my workload would be lighter. i can't decide whether i'm hungry or not, whether to eat or not to? but why? i'm losing weight like mad, like i'm not skinny enough.

maybe its stress.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

weekend frenzy, its crazy having to cope with school, more with the exam week nearing and project deadline week breathing down your neck. seems like everyones' stress level is at their peak, so i will understand those unnecessary blow ups and arguements once in awhile. specialisation posting are out, i got into what i wanted but got seperated away from my friends.
:((

anyway, on something less boring. clubbed my weekend away, friday and saturday. Cafe Del Mal on saturday, drank since 2pm all the way to 5am and i just got a little tiny weeny bit tipsy. :D haven't gotten all the pictures, so i'd just post a few right now. ummms, maybe just one would do.

have a good sunday!

Monday, January 7, 2008

i'm having a really bad sorethroat now, and why? because i shouted at my brother a few days back. so unfair! and i did it for his own good because its already 1am and he doesn't want to go to bed and he got fucking school the next day. rawr! so stubborn lah! and my parents were still out and i was telling him nicely and and and he talked back at me! T-T and now i have sorethroat. :(( no voice at alllllllllllllllllllll. and i can't eat my favourite Macdonalds, how sad. anyway, school's a bitch. i could have taken MC if i wanted now.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

i'm in school now! sitting in lecture. i'm not really paying attention, i mean i'm listening to whatever the lecturer have to say but they're just noise to my ears, goes in one ear and through the other. i'm bored. second day back in school, and the workload is crazily heavy already, for the first time in my life, i started using a planner. ernest is going to be organised, much better at least! my partying days are going to be over, ahhhhh! :(( maybe i should just cut down, so that i'd feel better off abit. i'm really hoping that 2008 would turn out good although i'm not off to a fantastic start. this is just a meaningless post, i want to blog lah! but i haven't got anything to blog about actually. no pictures, not much life, just boring boring school for now. all i see in my head is project deadlines and youee.

and people are talking, they can say what they like, but all i know is everything is going to be alright. no onee. x))

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

happy new year all. x))

countdown turned out well but i guess the new day on the new year could have been better. have you made your new year resolution? heh, i made mine. send loves, to all of my friends. x))