Monday, July 30, 2007

because i have you, that's why i'm back on track.

by ernest at 10:47 PM | 0 comments

Sunday, July 29, 2007

project week is over! *hyper-ventilate*



ohwell, i'm a little self-conscious these days. don't really know what happened to me but i sure did lost all of my ego. starting to accept the fact that i'm not hotstuffs at all and that i have many many ugly ugly flaws. who agrees that ernest is ugly? raise your hands.(i raise my own hand, BOTH HANDS.) yay, wonderful!
i want to apologise, to those that i've done wrong to, those that i said nasty words to, those that i've taken for granted. Jiawei, i really feel the utmost apologetic to you. all of the awesome recommendations i made to you all turned out sour, i'm just so sorry and i haven't been the bestest friend all the time for the last 5years or how many? ohwell. now, i finally know that 2years of age difference can really measure a person's ability to judge and decide. I KNOW FOR SURE NOW, let nature take its course, what is yours would eventually be yours; no matter how hard or how sort you fight for it. LOL! x)) somehow or rather i feel that you'd ask me for what am i apologising for. well, i'm sorry to have brought you so much confusion into your life, and through confusion, pain&hurt has been the end product of it all AND sorry i owe your $10, that night at HK cafe i forgotten to pay you back. cannot dedicate this whole post to you la, paiseh. later make myself look like i did you so much wrongs. maybe i did? sorry. Ansley, you're super bimbotic and we didn't really had a smooth ride back then but I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NOW K! and jiawei too la! sorry i kept hitting your boobs, cause they're so big and in the way. this post is dedicated to everybody out there who has something or nothing against me okay!? ernest is sorry. forgive him! please la, come on man. >.< i'm sorry for changing/affecting the life of so many many, i feel so guilty alright; i know i've been a total jerk. i should just go to church and confess all my sins and ask for forgiveness and let HIM deliver me from all evil, YES, i should. i want to start it right, start it new here, right now. with all my heart, all my love, i give only to you, everything else doesn't matter anymore, for i love you, my honey bear. <3

okay, goodnights.

by ernest at 10:08 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, July 26, 2007

let me just update a short one. x))
still in school, using nyp's wireless to update, sucky sucky!
YAY! WebDesign project is near completion, looks like i'm still way on time. x)

i love them! as retarded as they can get,

and obviously it's just taken! in a difference of minutes, its 8:15pm now.

i'm yours and we're better together,
and i'd always be contented with all that we have, no matter what.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

i'm suddenly so into band music again,
LOVE LOVE LOVE concerto d'amore! miss my days in band. blahblahblah, but i'm still not going back. blue shades, curtain's up, october and my SUPER FAVOURITE woodwind overture! all stucked inside my head on auto-replay. AHHH!

unexpectedly i found you and then found myself along the way too.
thank you so much darling, i love you. ><

by ernest at 11:39 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, July 21, 2007

i was just looking through my photo gallery and i realised that my appearance changed alot. don't really know how to put it, looked more boyish last time and i don't wish to upload any photos because i looked quite funny! x))
maybe just 1, to compare the difference.

previous & current


random fact, who doesn't know 'the lollipops' and i emphasize THE lollipops.
feel like we didn't change alot in appearance, maybe we already got the 'look' the cover look. LOL! looking at our pictures, i think we look retarded in 2006, ansley hair was short, mine was almost all gone and jiawei's hair was resembling a mop. LOL! i'm so bitchy now, cannot help it. stress has taken its toll on me. ><

2005 & 2007


feel like its time to make our second shirt! nice and simple, let it says "Lollipops, since 2005" wahahahaha! suddenly feel so GLORY.

anyway, next week would be our deadline for all our on-going projects and i have yet to start on WebDesign and InternetProgramming. someone help me! its going to be a tough and sleepLESS week for me.

by ernest at 5:18 PM | 0 comments

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

i thank whoever that invented the microwave oven. super genius!
dinner ready in just 15mins, whatever you want to eat just put it inside the microwave oven and press the button and go. tada!~!~ it can cook anything and everything, how convenient. x)

by ernest at 9:08 PM | 0 comments

Sunday, July 15, 2007

sunday, i'm feeling mega shagged.
intended to find a place to relax and chill out, so me and emily went down to thomson for a light lunch.



we had the long-time favourite dim sum, of course. x))
the hakau and the siewmai are still explosive, woots!!




after lunch, we headed over to lower pierce park before going to my uncle's place.
its very quiet and peaceful there for a sunday afternoon. hoped that you're there with me. snorts, let the pictures do the talking/showing/speaking/everything la. OHYA, i did something with my hair if anybody noticed.













i'm seriously damn tired to edit my pictures and type alotalot today, so just enjoy whatever there is the way they are. ><

my handphone died on me when i was at my uncle's place so i took a nap, when i woke up i found this in my phone.

the effects of underage-zhilian-ing.



OH, don't leave out the dog,



happy sunday people! goodnights. x))

by ernest at 9:52 PM | 0 comments

Friday, July 13, 2007

Pokemon new series, Diamond & Pearl. woots, very nice! go watch go watch! x)
school has been a big bitch, i can't seem to wake up on time this few days. snorts! common test in 3weeks time and exams in 5weeks. WAH! ><
anyway, it has been quite some time since i uploaded pictures. HOHOHO!



look, got fish.





ernest belongs solely to you.

by ernest at 11:15 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, July 12, 2007

have you had any ideas on how mad cow disease came about?
after the long grueling process of brain-washing and mental torture, yes, its a very saddening fact. OH, and i swear KANG SIEW HUA'S voice can almost kill a cow; i don't want to end up becoming like a mad-cow.

*ps. blogged during class.

by ernest at 1:53 PM | 0 comments

Monday, July 9, 2007

FACELIFT COMPLETED!
since i didn't axe the entire blogskin, shall call this current skin,
Version 1.1 x))

ernest belongs to somebody. woot!

by ernest at 4:33 PM | 0 comments

Sunday, July 8, 2007

my heart has only enough space for you,
because i believe, in you.

you make my heart beat faster.

i'm getting rid of this blogskin, say your last goodbyes.
next entry, its about time.

by ernest at 1:49 AM | 0 comments

Friday, July 6, 2007

i dread thursdays! first week back in school, after our 3weeks break. i'm still adjusting! thursday is a long day from 8am-5pm jam-packed with lectures with 1hr break ONLY! anyway, school's a bitch. Nic, Yani and i was trying to do our IP assignment on wednesday but it took us so long to connect to the school's network, so we met again today. today, we realised that Yani laptop don't have IIS so we have to use filesystem. nevermind that, halfway through it and realised that SQL server wasn't installed, jag already, cannot create database. nicely done! when's the deadline? tomorrow. x)

by ernest at 12:42 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

GEMINI MAN


A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high
forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a
very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and
very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he starts
talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special
talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic.
He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly calls
"Hyperactive".

He has long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if
he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble, on
paper, he never stays still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spend
a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean.
He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love
him.

He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts
he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make
sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He
gets bored easily with his favorite clothes, cologne. He is very picky, so
soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you
will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is
a duty, or is it because he wants to?

He changes his mind as fast as he changes a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up
a book and roughly read through and understand its contents, so if you see
a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other
Zodiac.

He hates to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could
hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and
necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always
found other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he
wants to do. He is a very good speaker and makes a very good politician. He
can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a
real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.

He always searches for truth and constantly study himself. He’s never satisfied
about his fame, his reputation or money; because he thinks he deserved more.
He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate
satisfaction.

Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in
love with this guy be prepared to be alone. He will come to see you when he
feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust
yourself if you love him.

Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves
you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he
could tell you he hates your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell
you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he
won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will
take you out again and forget what just happened.

You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes
will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and
dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his
emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he
crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and
patient.

He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, he will spent
times solving this puzzle.

(i got this from somebody elses blog, so credits given)

Gemini & Gemini

When two Geminis partner off, it really is like four people coming together (Gemini is represented by the Twins). This relationship can never be dull, which is a good thing -- these two can get bored easily! Since they have the same need for intellectual stimulation and nearly-constant chatter, they serve very well as one another's sounding boards off which to bounce new ideas and theories. Gemini is all about freedom and variety of expression, and two Geminis together will enjoy this to the fullest. Others enjoy two Geminis as a couple as well -- they're sure to be the life of every party with their sharp wit and well-honed entertainment routine. If they can avoid competition and cooperate instead, their love relationship can be extremely happy and mutually satisfying.

The Twins love to toss back and forth tidbits of playful banter, sarcasm and occasional ironic cynicism. This is fun, to be sure, but may prevent one or both of the partners from taking the relationship seriously. In an intimate love relationship, there is certainly a place for seriousness, which Gemini would do well to learn. If both partners can pay more attention to their feelings rather than being ruled solely by thoughts and intellect, they will greatly enhance their love experience.

Gemini is ruled by the Planet Mercury (Communication). This couple could talk each other around in circles all night long. Mercury (or Hermes in Greek mythology) was a traveller; Gemini shares that love for variety in places and conversation topics. Be warned, two-headed Twins -- the gift of gab could be misinterpreted as gossip. Learning to use the gift of communication in a positive way is key.

Gemini is an Air Sign, and thus responds to the world and to their romantic partner with a more rational than emotional focus. Their short attention spans cause them to burn out sometimes, but two Geminis together burn out at the same time! And, of course, that Gemini creativity will dream up a new scheme a moment later.

Gemini is a Mutable Sign. Their flexible, easy-going natures make the four of them a perfect couple. These two have mastered the art of compromise; two Mutable signs together can easily form a conflict-free union. Just about the only thing that may lead to a real argument is a discussion that has gone out of hand; luckily, Gemini quickly realizes the insignificance of proving a point -- and of fighting in general.

What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Gemini relationship? The enormous amount of intellectual energy and stimulation they provide one another. They are able to save one another from leading a mundane existence. Together they can entertain the world and accomplish more than either could alone.

by ernest at 10:14 PM | 0 comments

Monday, July 2, 2007

7% GST, 2% hike. yay! we're still considered as paying little compared to other asian and european countries.
you rocked my socks tonight.

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

don't listen to me rant, i'm not feeling good, not good at all.
i'm so consumed with troubles that i'm feeling so constricted inside and yet i've been quiet all this while. i want to say i HATE ___ but hatred only comes with love, contradictorily true. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCKK, i hate everything there is here, because it reminds me of ___. i want to go real far away, somewhere, and never return. i wish death was even closer to me now, please don't make me wait no more. death come and take me, end all my misery.

burn in hell, ernest.

and don't say it's alright, because it's not.
i'll never be alright, alright?

by ernest at 2:10 AM | 0 comments