beneath this hard looking exterior of mine there is someone inside, someone just like anyone of you. someone who would feel hurt and pain, so next time before you ask whether am i okay? i'm not even if i said i am, its just that i'm able to withstand more nonsense than the norm.
sometimes when you don't see it, doesn't mean its not there.
first of all happy easter, hope everyone had an enjoyable weekend!
friday sucked actually, i stayed at home and did nothing but the weekend got better as it went on. went to IKEA on saturday with my parents and picked out a new bed for myself, something i've been wanting to get for so long and finally. :D i love my new bed, which will be delivered this thursday; can't wait! clubbed on saturday night, didn't bring my camera out so i didn't take any photos, bahhhhhhh. i think i was dancing by myself for most of the time and i couldn't remember when's the last time i stay at the dancefloor for so long, so right now my legs are freaking aching and and and i didn't even get enough sleep, slept for 4hours then had to rush off to meet my Lollipops' in town.
we had lunch at Suki Sushi, wanted to eat at Sakae Teppanyaki but i was too full from brunch besides
ansley don't eat much too.
we bus-ed down to Raffles City after lunch, and saw stuffs, really hot stuffs. ohwell, our main objective was actually to go and take photos at Millenia Walk and we did! its like our new hangout place ever since Marina Square. heh. here are some very good backdrops for phototaking. :D
and of course we couldn't resist not going to Harvey Norman, all the nice furnitures and different decors. :D
and this is
ansley on the super comfortable couch which cost $1799. yeah, its discounted somemore; very worth it. just call it the Lollipops' couch. :D
we were back in town by the evening, went to reserve our hoodies, yes our customised hoodies are coming soon. lol!
ansley was suppose to go watch Orphanage and we couldn't come along because of her super shy friend, so
jiawei and i thought we would watch Vantage point but
ansley watched our movie instead because Orphanage was selling fast. so nice of her right, love her. <3333
anyway, we're hanging out next saturday. more more more photos. :D:D
results for semester 2 was released yesterday, i did alright but not fantastic. sighhh, i'd better work my hardest in my coming last year. ohwell.
lollipops' outing is on this sunday, i'd post an entry on that soon. :D
sometimes i feel like dying, laying down and crying.
you either do it whole heartedly or just pretend you like doing it whole heartedly. i think i said what i wanted to say last night, how you react from now and how you want things to be from now, i accept.
i want some preppy ben sherman! :D
i shall remind myself again, its the holidays. holidays, something i was nervously anticipating to come; there were so much i want to do, so much i want to get that i don't know where to begin. but it feels almost intangible now, like almost a daydream.
holiday plans crumbled, i guess i'd have to re-plan. i could not get used to doing nothing or doing something unproductive. it has been comfortable, staying at home is being in your comfort zone; you could leave your hair in any mess, sit in the most awkward looking position but yet feel in heaven.
i'm going do something enriching, perhaps pick up another instrument and get a part-time job and pick up a new sport; actually for me, it is get back into sports because i've been not sporting for very long. argh, i don't know what i'm saying/doing actually, i just feel sad. yes, the seasonal affective disorder; S-A-D.
outing with
jiawei yesterday was fun! we took quite abit of pictures, heh. :D had dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki, food was damn good! but
ansley missed out. :(( ohwell.
i went to club yesterday, i know i shouldn't have, dammit. drank quite abit and then i didn't know what happened already. fuck, i think drama happened. :(( i'm really not going back there anymore now, i really hope so.
anyway, i shall upload the pictures now. photo credits all us, lol! we really need a camera stand.
the water fountain looked pretty.
the lighting was kinda accidental but it turned out nice!
we wanted to capture the sunset in the picture butbutbut, missed it.
i cloned him.
happy march holidays! :D
everything you are, is everything to me.
babe, i love you much.
i cannot believe i'm at home, on a saturday night that is. i should be outside partying my guts away and on top of that its my god dammit mother fucking chicken wings holidays right now. fuck.
shopping with
jiawei was great today! i bought shirts and he bought squash jersy which are quite expensive i think? something that is for you to sweat and run around with can cost you around 30bucks? something like a regular plain tee from any Singapore mainstream brand. okay, i'm being random. World Of Sports should just close down because they sell jersy like the material of my underwear, so just sew all my underwear into one big piece you will get the exact copy of what they're selling. perfect. shit, i'm being random again. =/ but then again, maybe they.. eh, nevermind. :D i'm not done with shopping yet, i still want to head down to Haji Lane, SOON ENOUGH and get my hands down and dirty.
free coke today @ Orchard though. AmkHub had the same thing going on but it was very much more exgerrated than the one in town, you wil get to see a amazing thing which i call the true Singapore spirit. this is when the auntiness comes out of everyone. you will see, aunties carrying three FairPrice plastic bags full of coke, not because they bought them from FairPrice but because they're thick skinned enough to fill them up with the free coke. for those who're shy, they will bring all their children down and make them do the dirty job for them, that's making use of the children CUTE FACTOR which i will so not fall for that tactic PLEASE. oh whatever! :D
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