Monday, March 10, 2008

i shall remind myself again, its the holidays. holidays, something i was nervously anticipating to come; there were so much i want to do, so much i want to get that i don't know where to begin. but it feels almost intangible now, like almost a daydream.


holiday plans crumbled, i guess i'd have to re-plan. i could not get used to doing nothing or doing something unproductive. it has been comfortable, staying at home is being in your comfort zone; you could leave your hair in any mess, sit in the most awkward looking position but yet feel in heaven.


i'm going do something enriching, perhaps pick up another instrument and get a part-time job and pick up a new sport; actually for me, it is get back into sports because i've been not sporting for very long. argh, i don't know what i'm saying/doing actually, i just feel sad. yes, the seasonal affective disorder; S-A-D.

by ernest at 4:55 PM |